I'm going to smile like nothing's wrong..
Talk like everything's perfect..
Act like it's just a dream and pretend,
he's not hurting me..
Morning wake up 6. Didn't meet baby.. Left home at 6.30. (:
Met YanQun in the morning at 119 bus stop, waited for Alicia..
Went to school.. (:
On the way to school, Jeremiah smsed me..
Saying he miss me so he smsed me..
Pei him sms until 8 plus..
Then he suddenly never reply.. Don't know why..
Smsed baby for 3 times.. Going after school then he reply me.. Haix..
He say he on medicine again.. So he was sleeping.. So, he didn't went school again..
After school, went to KFC with Lionel, ShunJie, WeiZhong and my sister..
Ate, Lionel they all left first cause my sister was still eating..
Suddenly saw Levi.. Ran out to talk with him.. He say he going ChinJie's house..
Talked for a short moment then bid goodbye..
Saw Jillian, SayWu, Eileen and HongHong.. (:
SayWu asked me for cigarette, which i tell him i don't have.
Cause i don't smoke and i'm quitting.
HongHong went back to school to look for Aloysius..
I'm really happy to see Levi again today..
But all my thoughts suddenly was ChinJie.
There's alot of things i want to let him know.. But i don't know how to say..
Anyway, i'll be visiting his mum asap.. I guess.. I have to tell my baby first..
Cause i only can go out on his off days..
I'll confirm the timing with aunty first then go visit her.
Due to my lack of freedom.. I have to confirm everything before i go out.. Haix..
It's really annoying when you have no freedom.. Everything have to report..
Haix..
But i think i'll visit her during CNY. But i won't stay there long..
Cause i know somebody won't want to see me..
I'll be automatic.. I will. No worries..
Even though how much i say here, i know you won't come and read..
I know you too well.. I can even know what you are doing right now..
Haix..
I go do my homework liao.. Buaiis.. (:
