Alvin Tay.. I hope all this gets into you head..
I don't know why.. But i feel insecure today..
I know the previous post, you may not like it..
But what i know is.. I love you..
You say when i'm outside you worry about me..
Then you think you outside i not worry ar?
I can only go out on tuesday and sunday..
Even you settle finished your friend's problems, you can still come find me de right?
But you didn't.. Then forget it lor..
I told you i want HTHT with you.. You say okay..
It's one hour already and you are still not home..
I don't know wtf you want.. I don't know wtf you are thinking..
But i know my mind is all about you now..
YanQun told me things you won't want to hear..
But i still need to tell you.. Cause i don't want them to hate you..
Just like him.. You know who..
I just hope you understand how i feel.
Anyway, about going out with friends..
They are merely my friends and it's been a long time since i last hang out with them..
My aunt gave me permission to go out, me and you are lucky already..
But give me some freedom of my own.. For now.. Cause they also mean alot to me..
I don't want to lose them just like him..
I don't want a repeat of history..
Today was supposed to go out.. But baby had something on..
So went home after eating KFC with HongHong, Aloysius and YuhZhen..
Met Levi at KFC also.. Cause he's going to Cj's house.. So talked awhile and he left..
Saw Eileen, talked.. Went off with HongHong to withdraw money..
Went to the print photo shop to see photo frame.. Then HongHong cabbed me home..
See! My bestfriend, HongHong.. (: Long time never take cab together le.. Hahas..
Reached home.. Smsed my aunt, told her i didn't went out..
My uncle started to nag about me cutting his nails, my father ask me go down buy newspaper..
Then my grandma about her nails too..
Then she wants me to help her change curtains..
Changed, then bedsheets too..
Then mopped floor.. Was fucking busy and tired..
When eating dinner, i was smsing with YanQun and my uncle KPKB!
Say since you like him so much go stay with him la..
Which he thought i was smsing a guy but no.. Too bad.. I wasn't.
Then he keep KP me smsing..
I was like.. What has it got to do with you?
It's not like you are paying for the prepaid..
Hack care him.. But HE IS SUCH A FUCKER AND A PAIN IN THE ASS!
I'M STARTING TO HATE HIM! WHEN HE IS AT HOME, THERE'S NO PEACE..
Even my grandma was pissed off by him.. Hahas..
Wanted to do homework.. But forgot! Haix..
Tomorrow morning wake up do.. (:
I go sleep le.. Nights.. (:
Anyway, YanQun, ps ar.. But i really want him to know.. (:
Labels: Feeling insecure..
