I love you!

Quite some time never post le.. Hahas..

Lately, i have alot of problems..

First, my whole family found out that i smoke.. But it's still okay..

Plan to quit le.. Then skipped school on tuesday..

Darrell and ChinJie also skipped. But only on wednesday then i know.. Lols..

I'm now grounded.. So can't really see my bf..

He also need to work.. Haix.. But don't worry.. I won't leave you cause you never pei me..

All i have now is you and my friends.. I already lost one that i never want to lose..

I don't want to lose you guys anymore..

To all my friends:

Sorry if i caused you guys alot of troubles.. I guess you guys won't mind right?

I don't want to lose you guys.. Forever and ever..

My uncle, aunt and my mum asked me not to contact you guys.. But i can't do it..

You guys are my all.. Without you all, i never had such wonderful memories..

I will never forget you guys.. I will try to listen to them more..

So that i won't get to go girls home for you guys.. Okay? Promise!

Seriously thanks alot to those who are for me when i'm down..

Lastly, to my boyboy:

Don't do anything rash okay? If you do anything to him.. I will also get into trouble..

Must think properly before you do anything..

Think about me, how i feel..

I seriously love you.. So don't make me worry for you, okay?

I won't make you worry for me le..

Anyway, i get back my phone le.. So anything message me, ya?

I will try reply asap.. (:

To my family, if only they manage to see this,

what i'm doing, i know.. Just trust me for the last time.. I'm trying to change..

Even if i'm bad, i never neglect my studies.. I'm playing real hard..

I'm also studying real hard.. I just want the last trust..

I just feel more comfortable with my friends.. Although they are bad..

But their hearts will never be.. I know.. I just know it..