LOST! Haix!

It's been so long...

2011-04-16T20:03:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. It's been so long since i last blog.

Mood not good today thanks to my mum and Alfred's Mum! Argh!

I can't understand why adults always force their child to do something they don't like?

It's so annoying. Haix. It's been so long since i last stayed at home and sleep.

But, i don't even feel liking going when my father is around.

It sucks big time, you know?

Argh. Feeling so pissed of that i don't know what to say.

Will update again, i guess. (:

15/11/10 @ 12.10

2010-11-16T00:25:00.001+08:00

Its been such a long time since i blog. Plus no people come see also. Anyway, Broken up with Alfred Ng Zijing already. Ermmm.. Nothing much to say. Sad is will sad. But don't feel heart pain at all.. Why ar? Tell me why leh? I don't know what to say cause most of it is on facebook. (: Will update again ba. Plus why keep ask me patch? ))):

Jessy say she love Yanqun.

2010-10-11T11:38:00.001+08:00

SUP! I'm Yanqunnnnn. Helping my biatch to post. Basically, her sucks rocks whenever she's with me.
Just hang the call with her, aw. She want play game don't want me. Laughs.
Tomorrow's MY birthday, she's gonna celebrate with me. Hahah! Alright, short post will do.
*Winks. She said she love me more than Alfred. <3

happy!

2010-09-23T12:28:00.001+08:00

Last friday on the 17th, we help Alicia celebrate her birthday. But her actual birthday is on 18. Had so much fun. Love hanging out with my 3 girls. Go out with then always very happy de. (: But Alicia left first cause she got church.After celebrating jiu meet hubby with yanqun and evelyne, see him play pool after that jiu go home liao. While accompanying evelyne wait for bus. We all were laughing like hell. Seldom see hubby laugh until like that. Hope to see it more often. (:Saturday, met yanqun, went bugis then amk to see evelyne perform. After that jiu go meet yanqun's friend. Then meet hubby again. Yesterday, went out with hubby, Samuel that stupid uncle and his girlfriend. Was suppose to eat sushi but end up eating new York new York. Then watch the ghost movie like so stupid la. Haha. After movie jiu go his house accompany his brother celebrate lantern festival. Then off to plaza. So tired and boring sitting down there watching then play. Then finish Liao we jiu go home, on the way home we had our supper. (: then go his house jiu sleep le. Was freakjn tired. Today didn't went to school cause dint know who off my alarm and I didn't hear it. So didn't go school. Fucking shag la nb. Argh. Don't want say le la. Pissed off sia. Will update again., bye!

N97

2010-09-10T09:45:00.000+08:00

Wow! CANT IMAGINE THAT IM USING MY PHONE TO BLOG! SO COOL! (: LOVE THIS PHONE TO THE MAX! WOHOO! LAZY TO TYPE LE PLUS DONT KNOW WHY ALL IN CAPS. HAIZ. BYE PEEPS!

Am i the one changing?

2010-08-24T00:15:00.001+08:00

Am I the one changing? I don't know.. I kinda feel that the feelings isn't same anymore. It's not that easy to find back lor.. I don't know.. This few days abit sad.. Why ar? Can someone tell me why? Can't make my mind..

2010-08-15T11:24:00.000+08:00

It's like so long since i last blog. Haha!

I don't know what to post leh.. Sian..

Hmm.. Kinda feel shag.. Don't know why.

Ehh.. Going out later, for movie with hubby.. (:

We are like going for movie every week. Haha!

He going NS soon. I'll try to pei him as much as possible ba.

Cause need study for exams le. As you know, my mid-year sucks!

Hope everything will be fine and nothing will happen again. (:

Will update again. (: Bye!

Hi guys!

2010-07-17T10:38:00.001+08:00

Hi guys! I've Bern skipping school lately. Haiz.. Don't know why I just don't feel like going to school. It's so damn borin lor..
We've been quarreling again lately.. Why sia? So damn sian sia! He's playin maple again leaving me alone. What to do? Haiz..
Will update again.. Bye! (:

Our 4th month! <3

2010-07-06T01:38:00.001+08:00

Sorry Hubby! Today our 4th month and I Didn't accompany you till 12. You look so tired and I'm tired too, so i went home first.. Sorry..
What I wan to say, it's mostly in the message that I send you. So i got nothing much to say here..
Going to sleep soon.. Got school later! Nights!
I love you, Alfred ng Zi jing! Muackz!

Back to school!

2010-06-29T16:20:00.001+08:00

Monday didn't went to school cause went to see doctor. I'm not sick and don't ask why. So went to school today and got back my report book. I got second last in class! Fuck right?!?! Really must buck up liao.. Haiz..
Currently at plaza, later going to work.. So sian.. Tomorrow also working.. Later still need go hubby's house to take my things.. Hopefully he will go home help me take so that I no need go his house. (:
School was so fuckin boring! Hate it man! But what can I do?
Haiz.. Will update again.. Bye!! (:

Hi guys!

2010-06-26T13:50:00.001+08:00

Currently at hougang plaza using itouch to blog.
I'm so fucking bored here and fucking fucked up!
But whatever! I just wanna get my mood back.
Was suppose to work at 12 but manager change it and I didn't know.
So called hubby and he say he coming to plaza. So waited for him at the interchange.
We went to eat chicken rice and he only order it for HIMSELF. What a great boyfriend I have right? Hahas!
So I didn't eat anything. Later go work zai eat.. (:
School is going to reopen and I fucking hate it. I got lesser time to pei hubby le cause I need study and work. Hope he understand.. (:

Will update again since I can update using itouch, I will update more often. (: bye!

I'm sick!

2010-06-16T19:58:00.000+08:00

Yesterday night was playing monopoly and the game of life with my dear and his brother..

We had so much fun! (:

Although i got to work and i'm sick but i still play with them.

We played til 4 plus in the morning and i cannot tarhan anymore cause i'm sick and we end the game.

In the end also never go work.

Ehh.. I don't know what to post already.

Anyway, i'm going to change my number soon.

Will update again.. Bye! (:

Will update asap!

2010-06-09T01:21:00.000+08:00

Had been super busy and lazy update.. Hehe!

Will update asap! (:

I LOVE ALFRED NG ZI JING!

Busy!

2010-05-17T02:19:00.000+08:00

It's been some time since i last update.

I lazy update cause never on computer.. Was always using itouch.

Started to work already.

Hmmm.. Quite fun, will get used to it soon.

Those guys there are friendly and funny too.. (:

Alot of things happen lately. Don't wish to mention much.

Sian la, lazy update..

Will update asap. Bye!

2nd month!

2010-05-06T00:24:00.000+08:00

Chinese paper was fine.. But english, not good.
I flunk paper 1 leh! I didn't write the compo, only write the letter one. Fuck sia!
Aiya, but have to blame myself for tonning la.. Hack care anyway.
Jiayous for the up coming paper and year end jiu hao le lor..

Friday went to watch Iron man 2 after my english paper.

Home after that.

Saturday had tuition.

After tuition go look for hubby to wake him up cause he need go work.

But in the end take leave cause he very tired.

But i cannot pei him also because my aunt coming.

My aunt came and we went hougang mall together with my 2 cousins.

Hubby was at hougang mall too. But he at stage there talking to a girl, his friend.

So i called him to disiao him say he talk to zharbor until very happy, then he say i jealous. -.-

Walked around hougang mall then go ntuc buy things. Bought alot.

So i went home first. Called hubby ask him where is he, see if he can help me carry things.

But he at buangkok. ): So went home carrying all the heavy things.

Sunday, hubby wanted to go ECP de. But in the end never go, cause he want pei me.

So, he messaged me in the morning around 7 and woke me up.

So i changed and went to look for him.

At night went mall to meet Ultraman and LiJin.

Midnight went cycling with hubby and LiJin.

But hubby was the one cycling and i was just sitting behind and relax.. Hahas!

Then went his house sleep until afternoon 12 plus then wake up.

Then went home change cause meeting mum.

But in the end, meet aunt, grandma and my 2 cousins at Tampines first and bought my itouch!

But fuck this whole thing cause got problem. Then watch IP man 2. It's nice. (:

Tuesday went orchard with my dad then meet hubby after that.

Later after my exams, i'll go tampines and change my itouch.

Then me and hubby will go eat sushi!

It's our 2nd month already. (:

Hubby, don't worry. I really won't leave you de.. (:

I love you!

2010-04-26T23:34:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow is the 1st paper of mid year!

It's so freaking fast lor! Hate it!

I already failed my english CA. How? Haix!

I'm currently fucking moody.

I feel fucking fucked up for like no reason leh..

What's wrong with me? I also don't know..

Trying to study but just don't have the mood.

Mid year confirm very jialat de lor.. Haix.. ):

Today after school went out with Alvin for lunch..

But suppose to meet hubby de..

Sorry hubby! Always got last minutes changes..

Iloveyou!

2010-04-21T23:31:00.000+08:00

Not feeling well today, that's why never go school.

Went out with Chinjie and Darrell after knowing they skipped school.

Went Kovan to look for them and play lan. Was surprised to see Levi there too.

Darrrell treat me play lan and a cup noodle. (:

I only play one hour cause going find hubby.

Went up to his house, after awhile went to cut hair.

He keep looking at me when i'm cutting. Very weird lor..

After cutting jiu go eat. Then went up to hubby's house again.

I was lying on the bed and start to feel tired and fall asleep until Chinjie's mum call.

So shocked to see her calling.

But i didn't answer cause when i get my phone, she hang already.

So she smsed me asking am i with him and i said no.

Then after awhile my grandma jiu call me, ask me go home liao..

Then around 9 like that jiu leave.

I go sleep already. Nights!

2010-04-20T23:53:00.000+08:00

I love my hubby! He never fail to make me laugh. (:

Love him lots!

Hmmm, just want to make a short update, if not somebody say i never update.

Saturday night went punggol fishing but more like feeding the mosquitoes.

My leg is damn itchy la, fuck!

Hmm.. Exams coming.. Siian.. Confirm fail alot de lor.. ):

After exam jiu start work. Don't give a damn to my mum cause she don't let.

She idiot only. Don't want care her..

Anyway, today went out with Serene and SayWu. After that then meet hubby.

Enjoyed! (:

Will update again soon.. (:

shagging

2010-04-17T01:11:00.001+08:00

I don't know why, i feel so shag.. I feel like crying.. Haix..

Have been going home straight after school..

Shower then go hubby's house.. (:

Just now went to Ultraman's house.. Watch youtube funny videos from Japan..

Hubby laugh until don't know like what lor.. So crazy..

Then went home after that.. Phone no money liao.. Siian lor.. Haix..

Don't know when then can top up.

Cause my mother don't even have the money for me to cut my hair!

What a failure mum, don't you think so? $10 also don't have..

Then i want work also cannot.. We are trying our best to survive already..

It's not that we don't want save money..

But in this kind of not enough money to spend already de situation, how to save?!

ARGH! I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO ALREADY!

WHY CAN'T I JUST LEAVE THIS WORLD SO THAT I'LL HAVE PEACE?

I want go sleep le.. Later having tuition..

2010-04-12T23:18:00.003+08:00

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Not forgetting, Yanqun, Alicia, Evelyne, Alvin Tan and Levi!
Still got alot more.. Ps if i didn't write out..

Short post

2010-04-11T00:26:00.001+08:00

Hmmm.. I got not much photo to post liao leh.. Siian!

Erm.. Yesterday went out with dear, his mum and his brother to Pasir Ris to celebrate his niece's one year old birthday.. After that jiu go E-hub.. Went arcade to play.. After that jiu go home liao..

Hmm.. Nothing much to post leh.. Bye!~

2010-04-08T00:06:00.001+08:00

Yesterday morning 8.15 like that wake up, then i was like eh, where's dear?

Cause wednesday morning 5 plus like that will go his house until morning 9 plus like then go school.

Hahas.. Miss him too much liao..

Then prepare for school.. Was suppose to meet Alicia first.

But i was hungry so message her and went school alone and meet her in school.

Went for F&N retest.. Cheated.. Hahas!

Owe maths teacher homework but i can't find my book.

How?! Haix..

After school went for CWO.. Today last day.. Happy! (:

But imaybe going back to do voluntary work again..

Cause some kids there are so damn cute la..

Like Vincent, i like him most.. (:

Cyrus, Jessiah, Adeline and some more.

But i don't know their name.. Hahas..

After CWO want meet Yanqun de but her IDIOT MORON MUM don't allow her to meet me!

WTF! Then nevermind lor, i go home.. When i eating dinner, she ask me go meet her..

So i went, around 7.45 like that meet until her.. Not sure of the time..

Then she tell me she 8.30 need go home..

I was like WTH la! But nevermind la.. Can pei her..

Then morning going find her go school together.. (:

I was looking through all my photos to see what i can post and i saw this two photos damn funny..

Hahas! To me la.. Maybe not to you guys.. (:

Deleted those two photos because the person in the picture asked me to. Hahas!

): I'm so damn bored!

2010-04-06T22:52:00.000+08:00

Happy 1st month anniversary!!

It's our 1st month yet you are in genting.. Hahas..

But at least before you go genting, we get to spend some time together.. (:

When i was walking home, i nearly cried.. Hahas..

I also don't know why..

From the 5th floor look down, you're still there looking up..

Makes me feel like running down to hug you and never let you go.. Hehes..

Anyway, i won't leave you okay?

I know you love me more than i love you but i still do love you, okay!?

I'm also sorry if i attitude you or i did something to make you angry..

Faster come back, okay?

IMISSYOU!

So met dear around 12.10 am.

Then we slack till 2.30 am like that he jiu go home liao..

He ar.. Horrible! Really eat damn lots! I see le also scared.. Hahas!

Hmm.. Then reach home jiu lie on the bed waiting for his sms if not i won't sleep.

Then he smsed me, so i go sleep liao..

Morning wake up at 6. Then awhile later he jiu sms me say he going over liao..

Then i reply him jiu go prepare for school le..

Slept in class today again.. It's like it confirm will happen de.

Then 1st 2 period chinese, i managed to keep myself awake for the 1st period but i knock out on the 2nd. Hahas! Then the teacher is like, you got hate me that much that you always sleep in my lesson?

Then he ask you sleep in my lesson only or other lesson also like that?

I don't know what i reply him and i knock out again until CDP, greet teacher then knock out again until P.E.

Anyway, i wear slipper to school cause school shoe still wet.

And i managed to skip 2.4km run.. Hahas!

Then Mdm Tan at there kp say you wear slipper don't need run liao lor..

Hahas.. Then i at there laugh.. Then next is recess.

Actually don't plan to eat for recess de cause i don't want spend my money but bobian, i hungry.

So went to buy food eat. Then went to smoke with Jillian.. Morning also.. (:

Today total spare 3 sticks and took 2 sticks share with Jillian..

So my 5 sticks suppose to leave for dear to see de gone liao..

I still left some la.. But i want smoke de so cannot leave for him to see. d:

Then after school wanted to meet Levi de but not enough time due to CWO.

So went for CWO then after CWO then take a stick then go home..

Just now went down to take a stick again.. (:

Then i got nothing to do jiu blog lor..

Then people won't complain i never update blog ma.. Hahas!

Short update..

2010-04-05T23:43:00.000+08:00

I'm damn lazy to update my blog.. I don't know why.. (:

Still got 20 over minutes jiu shi our first month liao.. Then he going genting.. ):

Imissyou.. ):

He's coming over to find me now.. Cause we won't be seeing each other for 3 days..

Wa, this 3 days is really damn bored de lor..

Anyway, i'm busy too cause of my stupid CWO!

Going to student care look after them..

Today had dinner with dear and his parents.

Had fun.. (: I was so damn full cause they keep stuffing food for me..

Especially his father.. Keep disiao me lor.. ):

His brother more cute ar! Thought i only sec 1.

Cause of my height.. Wth..

Don't know why i got nicknames from his parents.. I don't want to say out, later kena disiao..

Hmm.. Top up my phone not long ago, now going to money again.. Haix..

How am i using it? I also don't know leh.. How how how? Haix..

I don't know what to say le la..

Hoping he'll reach soon.. (:

What the fuck they want?

2010-03-27T21:24:00.000+08:00

What the fuck they want siia?

Go out also got wrong, stay at home jiu say i so good never go out!

Then i go out jiu want call police! Send me in girls home better! Fuck!

Then now want go work also say! Don't go work also say!

What the fuck you guys want? Argh! Forget it! I don't give a damn liao la!

No mood post liao.. Haix.. Bye..

2010-03-21T19:18:00.000+08:00

Lazy to update this few days.. But i'm too bored so i decide to update..

I wasn't at home the whole week during the holiday.. (:

Enjoyed.. But kena scold.. Always like that de.. Used to it liao..

Went out with this 3 girls. We had great fun..

It's always fun hanging out with them cause we'll do crazy things.

We went orchard then bugis..

Then Alicia left first cause she want meet boyfriend..

So Yanqun, Evelyne and me went to compass to meet YouYi.

Alfred was also at compass riding..

Left compass at 7.45pm.

Took 159 to Yanqun house there meet Alfred and one of his friend.

Yanqun wanted Youyi to come but still asked him not to come.

Cause Yanqun cannot slack till too late..

Then LiJin came.. He and Alfred want go ride then i got no place go..

So went up to Yanqun's house awhile then walk to Alfred's house downstairs.

Waited for him.. Cause i don't want stay at his house alone with his family.

It's so weird..

Still got alot of things.. But i lazy post.. Hahas..

I go do my things.. Buaiis..

Boring!

2010-03-10T01:11:00.000+08:00

Sunday morning wake up, call Alfred to see if he is awake..

Apparently, he woke up at 8.

Anyway, i told him i around 8 will wake up but i didn't.

Hahas.. So, i wash up, changed and go find him..

Accompany him until 2 plus then go home..

Cause my big aunt bringing me out for movie..

Went AMK for movie, watched the fu xin dao..

Not bad la.. But boring.. Cause i feel bored.. Don't know why. .

Messaged Alfred during the movie cause really bored..

After movie jiu go for dinner..

Then take bus home..

Ask grandma to go home first then i go look for Alfred and Ultraman.

Then go KangKar mall meet LiJin.

Alfred and Lijin had their dinner there..

Then jiu go hougang plaza for billard again..

Went home around 2 cause father came to look for me..

Tio nag again.. That's all..

Then morning wake up call him..

Talked for awhile then jiu go prepare for school.

After school go lab do e-learning with Evelyne..

Then jiu go find Alfred.

Around 6 then go home..

Then chiong homework..

But didn't finish. ):

Then today after school went to look for Alfred again.

Went home around 5plus cause got tuition..

Plan to look for him after my tuition but my father don't allow..

So i stayed at home.. Some things happen, made me so damn fcuked up..

But it's okay now.. (:

Later still need go stadium cause of sports day. Siian!

Don't plan to go de lor.. Then go find Alfred.

But still going cause i don't want get in trouble again..

Then afer sports day, going out with the girls again.

After that zai meet Alfred.. (:

Buaiis.. Go do my things liao.. (:

2010-03-06T23:19:00.000+08:00

I got pictures to upload but it's not in this computer..

It's going to be quite a long post without pictures..

Saturday, 27/2

Went out Alicia, Yanqun, AhMeng, GuoWei and YouYi.

Met Yanqun at hougang mall > took train to SK.

Met Alicia > YouYi and GuoWei.

Bought cigarette > Smoked > AhMeng came.

Arcade > KFC, didn't eat cause alot of people.

Then to the second floor food court, also alot of people.

Decided to go Serangoon eat..

Bus-ed there > went to coffee shop but alot people also..

So, go Mac, also alot of people! So they takeaway..

Then go sing K lor.. When singing, keep going out to smoke..

Also get disiao for some times..

Sing until don't know what time > Kovan arcade > pool > Yoshinoya >

send Alicia to mrt then go back arcade.

Then 6.55 took mrt back with Yanqun..

Wanted to go home first but didn't.

So, took bus to Yanqun house there > met alfred..

Then don't know go where ton liao..

I don't remember..

Sunday, 28/2

Morning took train to Plaza Singapura > watched movie > home.

Monday, 1/3

School > home > suppose to have tuition, but cancelled because of Alfred..

He asked me out for movie.. (: So meet him and Ultraman go plaza singapura watch movie.

Watched Valentine's Day. Alfred slept during the movie..

So stupid right? Hahas! Home-ed after movie.. (:

Tuesday, 2/3

School again > compass > celebrate Evelyne's birthday with Alicia, Evelyne, Yanqun and YouYi..

After celebrating jiu go home.

Wednesday, 3/3

School > Met YouYi and Alvin because pei Yanqun.. Slack till 3.30 then go home..

Had tuition.. Can't cancal cause he really needs to see us..

Thursday, 4/3

School > accompany yanqun to her house there buy cake. Met alfred also..

Slack awhile then go home change then meet alfred again..

At night went to his house sleep..

Friday, 5/3

Afternoon meet Alicia, Evelyne, Yanqun, GuoWei and YouYi.

Helped YouYi celebrate birthday..

YouYi and GuoWei smashed cake at me.. WTF lor!

Use tissue clean my face, then go somewhere else slack.

Around 6pm went up to Yanqun's house.

Planned to bath there but no time cause Alfred's waiting for me..

So went to Alfred's house to bath..

Around 8 went to Hougang mall to eat.. Then meet his friends.

Play billard then go his house sleep again..

Today morning wake up, shower then went for movie again..

Watched being human.. After movie went to look for Yanqun.

Slack until 7 then go home.. Alfred go dinner with his family..

Now talking on phone with Alicia and Yanqun.

Maybe calling Alfred later.. (:

I'll end it here.. Tired of tpying le..

2010-02-26T22:45:00.000+08:00

If you could look into my eyes, you will see how much i care.

If you could read my mind, you would know i'm always there.

If you could feel my heart, you will know how much iloveyou.

Yesterday after school jiu go home.. Then 6 plus went out again..

Then reached home before 12. Due to something..

Then talked on phone with YouYi, until 2.

Then i go find my friends again..

Slacked till 5.30 like that then go home change, prepare for school..

But still early so sleep until 6.30 then wake up.

Go Econ buy 2 cans of RedBull then transfer it into my Nike bottle.

But still got sleep in class for a while..

English lesson was playing with scrabble.. So i formed some wordings.

Recess i totally cannot take it, i cried..

Let Alicia, Evelyne and Yanuqun see my ugly side..

I want to thank them, for always being there for me..

Even though you are just listening, it's just good enough.

After school went to Rivervale plaza with Yanqun, Evelyne and Alicia..

They wanted to eat de.. But go until there jiu no mood eat le..

So went in KFC sit down talk talk until 3.10.

I walked Yanqun back to school cause she got choir.

Then i walk to bus stop take bus home..

Reached home around 4. (:

On computer immediately. Then was searching this and that..

Then feel abit tired jiu go lie down for a while..

Didn't have a proper sleep yet..

Now on phone with Yanqun.. (:

I don't know what to post le.. Buaiis..

2010-02-24T17:10:00.000+08:00

Monday night chat on phone with Alfred again..

Don't remember chat until what time..

Then tuesday morning can't wake up..

6.30 Yanqun call then i wake up.. Faster change then go school..

After school, went to Compass with Yanqun, Evelyne and Alicia to meet

YouYi, Alvin, Ah Meng and Ah Pui..

Met them, they went to Yoshinoya to eat..

After they eat then plan want to go where..

They wanted to go Kovan play pool.

But me and my friends don't have much time..

So decided to go void deck sit sit..

Until 4.55, Yanqun's mum called.

So we all go home.. Accompany Yanqun wait for bus, then i go home..

Reached home, forget call my uncle..

So he say until i get back my phone, i couldn't go out..

But i don't really care la..

After that, called Alfred.

Met him, went Hougang Plaza, met his friend, Ultraman, see them play billard..

I was also using Alfred's phone smsing Yanqun..

Met another friend, Valent. Then they eat dinner.

Then waited for LiJin to come, then went 424 there slack.

Until 12 plus.. They want go buy drinks.

So went back to mall.

Go NTUC walk walk..

Then they decided to eat supper..

After that, LiJin and Valent go home first.

Share some with Alfred. Slack till 2 plus then go 850 there slack..

Slack until 4 plus, Ultraman jiu go home..

Left me and Alfred.. So walked to my house downstairs slack.

Around 5.30 then go home..

Reached home straight away go sleep.

9 plus, my grandma ask me wake up go school.

Asked my sister up, she say she don't want go school.. Wtf..

So i prepare myself for school.

Went to Econ to buy sweet for Lionel.

Then go school.. Was damn tired..

Sleep during geography, maths got test..

I didn't know next page got question! But i think still will pass.

I was thinking about what Yanqun say about alvin..

So i don't really have any mood..

Physics chat with Andi and Warner..

Teacher keep saying us..

I fall asleep when school is going to end.. Hahas..

Then Lionel woke me up..

Took a stick from Alan..

Then went to RP with Yanqun, Evelyne and Alicia..

I was the one who keep talking.. Talked about me and alvin..

Hahas.. They listen until so shuang lor.. Keep asking me to say somemore..

Waited for Jillian to take my things then go home..

Reached home around 4. LiJin called..

Don't know how he know my house number siia..

Idiot.. Then he asked me where is Alfred.. Lols..

I told him he still sleeping.. Then he online..

He say he going have fever wor.. Siian..

Like that cannot ask him out liao..

Friday got problems.. Siian..

Don't know want go anot..

Give some comments leh.. Want go anot?

Saturday also don't know confirm going out with Yanqun anot..

But at night i confirm ask Alfred come out ton de..

I don't want stay at home.. Damn boring lor..

Only make me anyhow think..

Anyway, my phone got confiscated again.. This time is one month..

Want look for me? Then look for Yanqun.. She know how to look for me.. (:

I got nothing to post le.. Buaiis.. (:

IMISSYOU

2010-02-20T04:49:00.000+08:00

ATHM, can you tell me how to not miss you?

Today, again, i miss you till i cry.. I don't know why..

But i really miss you.. I don't know what to do.. Haix..

Today didn't go school cause not feeling well plus tired..
So continue sleeping.. 9plus wake up due to sms and went back to sleep..
10 plus wake up again, also because of message.. Went back to sleep again.. Hahas..

Then woke up again cause AlvinTan called..
Met him, went to Vivo for lunch. Then uncle called.
Don't know how he know i never go school.. Siian..
We around 2 start eating only then he called..
Asked me reach home by 3. WTF, RIGHT?
JUST START EATING ONLY EH!
But i still listened.. We faster eat then cab home..
AlvinTan came up my house.. He fall asleep!
But whatever.. Not first time liao..

Then stayed at home watch korean drama..
Until 9 plus.. Alfred called say he walking to my house here..

So went downstairs to meet him and LiJin..
Slacked till 12 plus then go home.. (:
Had fun.. But i keep siian siian de.. Don't know why..
That LiJin very what lor.. Keep taking my things.
Idiot him! Was freaking cold downstairs cause damn windy..

Just now talked on phone with Alfred again..
He tired then go sleep.. I told him i will go sleep but i didn't.. d:
Ps uh.. Hahas.. Can't stop watching the drama.. (:

Later still got tuition at 9. Siian!
Still haven't do the homework siia!
No mood do also.. Haix..
I owe teacher alot of homework..
Haix.. I think i'll skip the work..
I go sleep le.. Nights!

2010-02-18T22:14:00.000+08:00

Yesterday talked on phone with Alfred till 2.. Then go sleep.

Woke up at 5.30, got a message from LiJin.

Replied him then went back to sleep.

Was about to go school then Alfred message me..

He so early message me because he didn't sleep last night..

Then meet Jillian, go school together.

Maths teacher didn't come so sleep in class.

English was talking to Darrell..

Went library then talk to Lionel and Alan.. Hahas..

PE, others went out to run but that time i injured my leg still not okay yet..

Siian lor.. Although walk looks like normal but sometimes it hurts..

Then recess, borrowed money from Evelyne to eat but forget return.

Cause i never bring wallet to recess..

Then had chemi lesson.. Fell asleep also..

Followed by F&N, forget bring thumb drive..

So, did nothing..

Then was chinese.. Sleep in class also..

Last but not least, reflection.. Only write our targets inside our diary..

Then before teacher let us leave, she gave us sweets.. Lols..

I only took a packet of M&M.. (:

Some guys were grabbing like those aunty that are so kiasu..

Hahas.. Then walk Jillian home and waited for Ryman that bastard that made us wait so long.. Met Justin also cause we planned to go his house.. After that cab to Justin's house..

Stayed at his house till 5.40 then cab home.. (:

Did nothing the whole day.. Boring..

Now on phone with Alfred again.. Hahas..

I go talk to him liao.. Bye..

Anyway, nobody's replacing you.. Like you know, Alvin Tan is my bestfriend.. AlvinTan also call HongHong..

You asked me not to wait.. You said that.. I still got the message lor..

Then what you want? Tell me lah.. Before i went out with Alvin Tan that day, i messaged yoy and you told me not to wait.. I cried.. I didn't have the mood to go out liao but i cannot dua him again..

Cause i always dua him.. I don't want to lose a friend like him..

I really don't know what you want when you don't even tell me..

I miss you.. But only that i didn't tell you..

When i'm with my friends, i look happy.. But you think i really happy ar?

My mind is all about you.. Only that you don't know..

I don't know what to do.. You make me feel really lost..

2010-02-18T00:02:00.000+08:00

Saturday, went to uncle house for dinner.. Was damn full.. Hahas.. Fun also..

Caught unglam video of my aunty..

Sunday, morning, went to pai my grandfather..

Then went tiong barhu to visit Gu Ma and ate lunch there..

After that, went to my uncle's house for a nap..

Then at night go for BBQ! Ate till damn full also..

Monday, da gu came my house.. Was suppose to go for movie but didn't.

Cause no seats.. So stay at home and gamble.. Win $40.. (:

Ordered KFC to eat.. Hahas.. Then went out ton.. (:

Yesterday, went out with HongHong. Went to Vivo, ate Pizza.

Was damn full also.. Then cab to Serangoon for dinner.. Was damn full..

But still stuff myself cause must give them face..

Morning, meet HongHong then go school.. Ate KFC..

Then after school go eat with HongHong also..

My weight is going to increase because of him..

He keep bringing me out to eat..

But i'm happy to go out with him..

It's always fun to go out with him..

Then at night met a friend of mine.. (:

Now at going chiong homework liao.. Buaiis..

Meeting Jillian tomorrow morning.. (:

2010-02-12T15:47:00.000+08:00

I'm also lost.. But you and i will find our way eventually..

Iloveyou.. So i'm waiting..

I don't know why.. But i just don't wish to let go..

When it's time to let go.. I will. But not this time..

My instinct tells me.. I don't know if i should trust it.

I don't know why.. I don't even have the new year mood..

YiHong also like that.. Wtf lor..

No mood lately.. Nobody pei me go slack.. ):

But had fun on wednesday.. Went swimming with friends..

Saw WeiJie.. Hahas..

Just now, i was looking at Compassvale's school magazine.

Was looking for Alvin's photo and WeiJie's.. Hahas..

Alvin look so cute.. Look through their sec 1&2's class photo..

So cute can? Hahas..

Yesterday met YouYi to take back my things.. Thought can meet Alvin.

But I can't cause too late le..

I need accompany my sister go buy her new year clothes..

Then thought of me and Alvin saying that i'll accompany him go buy..

I also didn't know i can miss him till i cry. He's the first.

Haix.. I MISS HIM!

Just cannot stop thinking of him..

Will update asap.. Buaiis..

2010-02-09T17:15:00.000+08:00

AlvinTay!

This post is for you..

I don't know what you want and what you are thinking..

You don't say, i don't know..

I only know.. I very sad..

You made me cry for you..

See my crying for you, you very happy ar?

Haix.. I don't know what's wrong with you la..

I also don't know what to say.

When you know what you want then tell me la..

Don't like that ignore me jiu okay le..

Shag..

2010-02-07T16:47:00.002+08:00

Yesterday morning, woke up at 5.55am to wake baby up.

I cabbed to his house to find him.

Stay at his house until 11.40 like that then take bus go 140 meet his friends.

Went up to his friend's house till 2 then cabed down to chalet.

When we reached the chalet, we are still okay.

But don't know why, he started to ignore me..

I was damn bored there. So kept smsing YanQun.

Then around 6, i told him i go walk walk..

So i went to the beach alone. Sat there.

Thinking what's wrong with him. Did i do something to make him angry.

Sat til 7, felt hungry.

So went to look for KFC. But before that, saw KaiXiang, HuiTing and MeiQi.

So ate together. After that, went back to chalet.

Sat there alone. Cause i still don't know what's wrong with him..

I feel like crying lor.. Wtf..

Then my uncle came to fetch me.

Reached home, shower then went out again with my uncle and grandma..

We went to visit my big aunt which i never see before except her pictures.

Cause she left home.. Then now i got 2 more cousins. Hahas..

Daughter, name Cassandra, age 14 going to 15 this year, which is same as me.

Son age 10 going to 11 this year, we have the same birth date and month.

It's like wtf!

So stayed at their house till 11.30 like then leave.

I keep smsing at their place so was Cassandra.

Then they asked us exchange number.. Wtf lor..

So exchanged. After i leave then i message her..

You know what? They say her say until like angel and i'm like devil.

But it's not okay.. She more guai than me but her results aren't.

They say she after school jiu go home but you know what?

She go home change then jiu go out..

Her mum don't even know!

She also skipped school, only she never get caught.

Aiya, anyway, we're almost the same only she more guai and she don't smoke..

But i'm quitting already. (:

Anyways, i'm having flu. My nose is blocked! I hate it when i have flu.

Because i got sensitive nose. So it takes a long time to recover.

It's fucking annoying lor..

So siian lor.. Today didn't go out cause yesterday went to chalet already..

Anyway, must save money to prepare gifts liao.. People's birthday are coming up.

Need go do homework liao.. Buaiis..

Shag..

2010-02-05T20:45:00.000+08:00

I got no mood to post but something really big happened..

I'm now fucking stressed over you..

Think about how your parents feel..

I know you know they love you..

So stop disappointing them.

This time i managed to convince her..

But i can't help you forever..

I know you don't want me as your friend le..

I can also do nothing..

But i want you to know, i'm always there for you..

Hope you will change..

I think you upset her pretty much that she thought of something you will never know..

It shocked me.. It really did..

Yesterday, recess time, i injured my leg.. It's damn pain lor..
Then something happened to Alicia.. Don't wish to mention..
Don't ask her also..

Today morning meet Yanqun.. Waited for Alicia.. Went to school.
During FRC, DM said that Darrell and ChinJie was caught smoking at RP.
I was like WTF!?

Then i was trying to find out what happened..
Managed to find some la..
Then recess played basketball again.. Hahas..
My baby is going to kill me if he saw this.. d:

Then after school went to eat pizza.
After eating went to print photos..
Then off to YuhZhen's house.

Left her house at 6.25.
When leaving, ChinJie's mum smsed me about something really big..
I don't want to say out..
I convince her not to do it and i managed to..

Then also managed to convince him..
Hope can have dinner with his mum on monday..
Miss her real lots..
She feels happy talking to me cause i understand how she feels.. Hahas..
Miss her lots also.. Hope she won't think of that again..

I gtg.. Grandma scold liao.. ):
Byess..

2010-02-04T19:26:00.000+08:00

Short post.. But will post pictures tomorrow..

After school went to Compass point eat Sakae Sushi.

Around 3 like that eat until around 6.. Hahas..

Me and HongHong eat first.

Until 4 like that then was waiting for YuhZhen and Aloysius to come..

They reached around 4.30? I don't know..

Then ate until going to 6. Then was being cabbed home..

So good right? I injured my leg.. WTF! Haix..

But nevermind la.. It's okay de.. (:

Go to go.. Bye!

2010-02-03T21:04:00.000+08:00

This picture is so cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

Morning, woke up at 6.15 to wake baby up by calling him..

He woke up and said that he will message me later..

So waited for his message until abit nai fan then i messaged him..

Then around 6.40.. Arthus messaged me.. Lols..

Message was about someone.. Hahas..

I don't want to say.. If not she'll kill me..

Then fall asleep.. Until 8.16 am.. If i'm not wrong..

Woke up due to my mum calling.. Then called HongHong wake up..

Prepare myself then go meet him, cabbed to Rivervale Plaza to meet Jillian..

Had breakfast at KFC. Then came alot of people..

Did my maths homework there. But didn't finish all..

Went to school after that..

Today had geography test..

Teacher go through all the answers but i forgot it when i see the paper..

Haix.. What a bad memory..

Maths lesson was next.. Bored!

Haven't hand in my work.. Later must do..

Don't know also must anyhow do.. Don't care liao..

After school went to Hougang mall eat pizza hut with HongHong.. (:

He treat.. So good right? Hahas.. Then went to his house to study..

See! I now so guai liaos.. Hahas!

Then went home at 5.30.. Reached home at 5.58. Before 6.

My aunt say, keep up the good work, hahas..

I didn't reply.. Cause i don't know how to..

Then something happened.. Lazy to mention..

Aiya, lazy update le.. Buaiis..

2010-02-02T22:52:00.000+08:00

Alvin Tay.. I hope all this gets into you head..

I don't know why.. But i feel insecure today..

I know the previous post, you may not like it..

But what i know is.. I love you..

You say when i'm outside you worry about me..

Then you think you outside i not worry ar?

I can only go out on tuesday and sunday..

Even you settle finished your friend's problems, you can still come find me de right?

But you didn't.. Then forget it lor..

I told you i want HTHT with you.. You say okay..

It's one hour already and you are still not home..

I don't know wtf you want.. I don't know wtf you are thinking..

But i know my mind is all about you now..

YanQun told me things you won't want to hear..

But i still need to tell you.. Cause i don't want them to hate you..

Just like him.. You know who..

I just hope you understand how i feel.

Anyway, about going out with friends..

They are merely my friends and it's been a long time since i last hang out with them..

My aunt gave me permission to go out, me and you are lucky already..

But give me some freedom of my own.. For now.. Cause they also mean alot to me..

I don't want to lose them just like him..

I don't want a repeat of history..

Today was supposed to go out.. But baby had something on..

So went home after eating KFC with HongHong, Aloysius and YuhZhen..

Met Levi at KFC also.. Cause he's going to Cj's house.. So talked awhile and he left..

Saw Eileen, talked.. Went off with HongHong to withdraw money..

Went to the print photo shop to see photo frame.. Then HongHong cabbed me home..

See! My bestfriend, HongHong.. (: Long time never take cab together le.. Hahas..

Reached home.. Smsed my aunt, told her i didn't went out..

My uncle started to nag about me cutting his nails, my father ask me go down buy newspaper..

Then my grandma about her nails too..

Then she wants me to help her change curtains..

Changed, then bedsheets too..

Then mopped floor.. Was fucking busy and tired..

When eating dinner, i was smsing with YanQun and my uncle KPKB!

Say since you like him so much go stay with him la..

Which he thought i was smsing a guy but no.. Too bad.. I wasn't.

Then he keep KP me smsing..

I was like.. What has it got to do with you?

It's not like you are paying for the prepaid..

Hack care him.. But HE IS SUCH A FUCKER AND A PAIN IN THE ASS!

I'M STARTING TO HATE HIM! WHEN HE IS AT HOME, THERE'S NO PEACE..

Even my grandma was pissed off by him.. Hahas..

Wanted to do homework.. But forgot! Haix..

Tomorrow morning wake up do.. (:

I go sleep le.. Nights.. (:

Anyway, YanQun, ps ar.. But i really want him to know.. (:

2010-02-01T16:59:00.001+08:00

I'm going to smile like nothing's wrong..

Talk like everything's perfect..

Act like it's just a dream and pretend,

he's not hurting me..

Morning wake up 6. Didn't meet baby.. Left home at 6.30. (:

Met YanQun in the morning at 119 bus stop, waited for Alicia..

Went to school.. (:

On the way to school, Jeremiah smsed me..

Saying he miss me so he smsed me..

Pei him sms until 8 plus..

Then he suddenly never reply.. Don't know why..

Smsed baby for 3 times.. Going after school then he reply me.. Haix..

He say he on medicine again.. So he was sleeping.. So, he didn't went school again..

After school, went to KFC with Lionel, ShunJie, WeiZhong and my sister..

Ate, Lionel they all left first cause my sister was still eating..

Suddenly saw Levi.. Ran out to talk with him.. He say he going ChinJie's house..

Talked for a short moment then bid goodbye..

Saw Jillian, SayWu, Eileen and HongHong.. (:

SayWu asked me for cigarette, which i tell him i don't have.

Cause i don't smoke and i'm quitting.

HongHong went back to school to look for Aloysius..

I'm really happy to see Levi again today..

But all my thoughts suddenly was ChinJie.

There's alot of things i want to let him know.. But i don't know how to say..

Anyway, i'll be visiting his mum asap.. I guess.. I have to tell my baby first..

Cause i only can go out on his off days..

I'll confirm the timing with aunty first then go visit her.

Due to my lack of freedom.. I have to confirm everything before i go out.. Haix..

It's really annoying when you have no freedom.. Everything have to report..

Haix..

But i think i'll visit her during CNY. But i won't stay there long..

Cause i know somebody won't want to see me..

I'll be automatic.. I will. No worries..

Even though how much i say here, i know you won't come and read..

I know you too well.. I can even know what you are doing right now..

Haix..

I go do my homework liao.. Buaiis.. (:

Another boring day!

2010-01-29T20:01:00.003+08:00

Never see you for one day, i feel weird.. ):

So, it's lucky everyday when i'm with you..

This morning was suppose my meet baby.. But didn't met..

So we kept smsing until 7 plus then he never reply..

I still tell him, when he want sleep le, let me know..

He still say okay..But in the end?

Lesson are boring.. Especially, A.maths and Social Studies..

This are the 2 subjects that i will fall asleep..

During lesson called baby but didn't answer.. Message him, bo reply..

Wanted him to come fetch me cause my uncle never come fetch me..But?

He was sleeping cause he ate medicine then he fell sleepy..

But before that, i don't know what he was doing..

So i was very pekchek.. Cause i can't find him..

When i was on the bus, he messaged me..

After knowing that the medicine made him sleepy, i have to be more understanding..

So, reached home.. Ate lunch, chat with baby, mei and aunty..

After some time, baby went to work..

I suddenly receive a message from baby saying :

Hey! I'm sending this message to tell you that i'll be leaving singapore tonight at 10.30pm. I will be taking A380 at terminal 3. I'm sorry that i didn't inform you earlier As this was a last minute decision. If i had done this to make you upset, please don't take it to heart. Forgive me, we might not see each other again. I'll always remember you. Tomorrow i will be going to...

Japan.. You know do what?

TO HELP ULTRAMAN

FIGHT DEMON!

Baby! Please don't ever do this again.. You know many things happen right now..

If you really leave me now, i don't know what to do..

So don't play this kind of things with me again..

I really very scared okay?! By the message i send you, i think you should know..

Really a big THANK YOU!

To all of you.. All my friends.. Who had been there for me..

ILOVEYOUALL!

Bestfriends are hard to find, difficult to leave and impossible to forget..

To me, you guys are like that..

2010-01-28T19:16:00.000+08:00

Quite some time never post le.. Hahas..

Lately, i have alot of problems..

First, my whole family found out that i smoke.. But it's still okay..

Plan to quit le.. Then skipped school on tuesday..

Darrell and ChinJie also skipped. But only on wednesday then i know.. Lols..

I'm now grounded.. So can't really see my bf..

He also need to work.. Haix.. But don't worry.. I won't leave you cause you never pei me..

All i have now is you and my friends.. I already lost one that i never want to lose..

I don't want to lose you guys anymore..

To all my friends:

Sorry if i caused you guys alot of troubles.. I guess you guys won't mind right?

I don't want to lose you guys.. Forever and ever..

My uncle, aunt and my mum asked me not to contact you guys.. But i can't do it..

You guys are my all.. Without you all, i never had such wonderful memories..

I will never forget you guys.. I will try to listen to them more..

So that i won't get to go girls home for you guys.. Okay? Promise!

Seriously thanks alot to those who are for me when i'm down..

Lastly, to my boyboy:

Don't do anything rash okay? If you do anything to him.. I will also get into trouble..

Must think properly before you do anything..

Think about me, how i feel..

I seriously love you.. So don't make me worry for you, okay?

I won't make you worry for me le..

Anyway, i get back my phone le.. So anything message me, ya?

I will try reply asap.. (:

To my family, if only they manage to see this,

what i'm doing, i know.. Just trust me for the last time.. I'm trying to change..

Even if i'm bad, i never neglect my studies.. I'm playing real hard..

I'm also studying real hard.. I just want the last trust..

I just feel more comfortable with my friends.. Although they are bad..

But their hearts will never be.. I know.. I just know it..

2010-01-22T17:13:00.000+08:00

Back to life with boyfriend again.. Hahas..

Love die him.. (: He look more shuai when he don't smile.. Hahas!

Always entertaining himself like idiot.. Hahahaha..

But he stare at people very scary..

Haix.. Grounded again.. But bo bian..

Have to be more guai le..

I don't know what to post leh..

I will update again asap.

Buaiis,, Tag often!

2010-01-17T11:11:00.001+08:00

What you asked yesterday, i don't mean to reject it but you lied to me before about this.

So i don't know whether if u should trust you.

I don't know what to do.. But can stay by your side i'm happy already..

But of course, if you are asking for real, i'm always happy to have you back..

Anyway, i'm always here for you.. I think you always know.

Yesterday, slacked with ChinJie and Levi. Went to Chinjie's house first.

Then around 1.30 Levi came. Left ChinJie's house at 2.30.

Went to 120 there de basketball court play basketball..

Didn't play any cause ChinJie play match with Levi.

After that sell water de aunty came, they bought plain water.

So end up playing with water and get wet.

So went up his house again.. He played computer. He play till 6.30.

Then went to play basketball again.. But the court got alot of people, so we didn't play.

So slacked till 9.14. then went to play basketball..

After playing, went up to ChinJie's house for dinner cause his mum bought mine.

Left his house around 10.15..

Reached home at 10.45..

I got to go out already..

Go pray my grandfather..

Buaiis.. (:

like finally!

2010-01-16T11:20:00.001+08:00

Hi! (:

Like finally can use computer! Yay! But although got computer use, i always go out.

So have computer and don't have.. Doesn't mean alot to me.. Haha!

Short post cause i going out.. My phone got confiscated by maths teacher.

So i started to skip her lesson.. Lately keep skipping lesson.. Hahas..

Because of CJ.

When i get back my phone, i will text you guys.

Going out slack le.. Buaiis..

Miss me oh.. d:

So siian

2010-01-12T19:59:00.000+08:00

Siian.. My house broadband spoil. Can't use computer.. So any thing just text me..

But i guess you guys don't have problems, right?

Anyway, now my phone no money. i will top up asap. (:

I will text you guys when i top up. (:

That's all for now.. Buaiis..

2010-01-04T20:15:00.000+08:00

At night sleep at 11 going to 12.

Morning wake up at 4 plus then can't fall asleep again.

Morning went to look for CJ, met RuiZhi, SayWu then meet Darrell at RP.

Then walked to 107 to meet KM, Jillian and Elieen..

Me, Jillian and Elieen walked to school first.

Went to canteen to wait for Alvin and RongJun.

But met them at Spiral staircase.. Went up to 3rd floor.

Then found out that my class is at 1st floor.. Siian..

I'm so lonely in class. I go no good friends in 3N1. Sad! ):

Keep smsing in class.. Didn't really talk to anyone in class.

Recess meet Alicia, Evelyne and YanQun at general office..

Cause CJ and KM over there due to some reason..

KM's hair got cut, it was damn funny. Hahas..

But after school go cut again...

So it looks better now. (:

After school waited for KM and CJ at one block. When they came, we went up to block.

After that saw XiaoNic, RuiQi and KaiXiang at 115.

Then i went to buy things then go KFC eat..

After KFC then go 117 slack..

While CJ and KM go cut hair..

Then met them at 119, slack till 5 plus..

Then go RP mac. KM want eat then after he eat jiu go home le..

Walked CJ home.. Ohh ya..

Today morning got one guy anyhow give me looks ohh..

Don't know who siia! I don't want say name.. Hahas..

He know what kind of looks can le..

After that took bus home.. Reached home around 6.30 or maybe earlier..

Tomorrow meet Levi after school.. (: That weird weird guy.. Hahas!

Tomorrow morning meeting CJ again as usual.. (: Always like that..

But now we brothers and sister, i don't mind.. (:

To that guy i mention, don't do that again.. I will take notice of it ohh..

Hahas.. Okay, i'll update again tomorrow. Bye!

Happy!

2010-01-03T18:32:00.000+08:00

Today, was suppose to go church.. But didn't went due to my grandma not feeling well.. (:

So went to Bugis. Took 147 there. Went to buy my aunt's things first.

Then go OG. My grandma shopped for her bag and i was looking for mine..

She found but i didn't. ):

After buying her bag, we went shopping for her clothes.

But end up buying mine.. Spend 110.80 on clothes. (:

Then passs by bugis street and bought my bag.

Anyway, saw WeiLiang and his friend at Bugis Street..

Took bus home.. Reached home by 5.

Hahas.. My brother was like, walao, why never buy bag for me?

When he saw my bag.. I didn't know he want a bag. If i know, i would buy for him..

Anyway, tomorrow school's reopening..

Meeting Darrell, Jillian and RongJun tomorrow morning. ChinJie also ba..

I don't know him.. Maybe morning go find him.. Aiya, don't know him la..

I'll end here.. Will update tomorrow.. (:

2010-01-02T11:49:00.000+08:00

Yesterday slept at 8 in the morning.

Wake up at 4pm. On computer, chatted a while then go shower.

After shower, Darrel called.. Saying something i think i better don't say out..

Rushed down.. In the end nothing much.. Is only he think too much..

Accompany him till 8 plus then go home.

Reached home then went down again to look for Alvin.. Told my sister to tell some lie she say okay but get me fucking pissed off in the end..

Seriously, more and mpre problems coming up lately. People is making me worried for them..

Abit stressed out but what can i do? Help them no matter what..

Later i'm going to buy shoe then meet my friend. I don't know what happen to him. Since yesterday, he's been so weird.. ARGH!

Ask him tell me everything and he don't want to.. Why guys are so weird nowdays?

I got nothing to say le.. Anyway, need go out already.

Happy New Year!

2010-01-01T08:06:00.001+08:00

Afternoon, Darrell call me ask me slack.

I tell him i going for movie with primary school friends.

He asked if he can come along and my friend agreed.

But he was like so extra there. Hahas..

After movie went back hougang meet RongJun and Alvin.

Went up his house to wait for him.

Cause he need have dinner. After that went to meet Jillian and co.

At 12 count down.. At 12.30 i left.. Cause i need reach home by 1.

Reached home, called my father and uncle. Then went downstairs to eat.

Then came this ah hai with his friend, LeongSan.

After that slack at 334 till 2 i went home pass my brother food. Then went downstairs with water bag. Threw at them but only KahMing wet.

Anyway, tonned with KahMing, Darrell, Alvin, ChinJie and LeongSan..

Tonned till 4.30 went to hougang plaza's LAN. Played till 5.40 then leave..

Slack at hougang plaza till 7 and all went home..

2nd level of hougang plaza got funiture shop.. Slack outside there cause got place sit..

Play cards.. Talk talk..

They were sitting on something like a swing.. (:

See their eyes look so creepy.. Hahas..

Just came back from tonning.. But don't feel tired at all.. Don't know why..

Anyway, don't know where is LeongSan now.. He took wrong bus home..

My bad.. Say wrong bus stop..

LeongSan, I don't mean it. Sorry.

Hope he will reach home asap..

I going sleep le.. Cause my father ask me go buy food for him..

I don't want.. Give me money i also don't want.

Missing the times together..

2009-12-31T12:14:00.001+08:00

Missing the time where me, ChinJie, KahMing and Darrell slacking together at..

The time when we wait for KahMing, we play cards, craping about jokes and the time where me and ChinJie were still together..

But we, 4 will be back together somehow.. I think when school reopen, we will be back again..

Later i'm going to meet my primary school friends at 3. We are going for movie..

But before meeting them i'm going SK first.. To buy things.. After that go meet them. After movie, i suppose it's time to meet Jillian and co. (:

Counting down for new year..

After that i should be meeting either Alvin and RongJun or ChinJie and Darrell..

Hope that next year will be a better year than this.. Cause because of somebody, i get lots of troubles this year.. If you got read my blog, i also don't think you know i'm saying you. d:

Darrell so pathetic.. Now finding people slack.. OCJ, you ask him after tuition go your house for?

Then now you not at home.. Sibei boliao siia.. Must let him know ma.. Then now he alone.. Finding people slack.. Haix.. You do things always like that de..

Okay, i'll end here. I need go prepare le.. Buaiis..

Pissed Off!

2009-12-30T23:26:00.000+08:00

Morning meet this boy boy.. Slack at his house till 3 and a friend of mine.

After that i go 448 meet Darrel, Zanna, Jackie, Jacob and Melvin.. (:

Today slack with them very bored.. Cause got nothing to do.. Darrel not in good mood also..

I don't want say too much cause not my problem..

Slack with Darrel and co. till 8 then meet Alvin and RongJun..

The 2 guys in front.. Handsome? (:

Slack till 10.40 cause of my father.. Nbcb.. Don't want talk about it..

Tomorrow maybe meeting my primary school's best best friends. (: Or friday.. Don't know yet..

If never meet then i'll be staying at home, do nothing.. Until at night then go out.. Cause count down..

Most probably tonning. I fucking don't want stay at home lor..

To you if you know who you are..

I lost feel for you le.. Seriously.. Beginning to hate you cause the way you treat me.. You treat me differently from how you treat your friends..

What's the problem with you?

Aren't i your mei? Haix..

Btw, i can't don't care you but, of course, my feeling for you lost liao..

But still you are my friend which i treat you the best.. Better than others..

Cherish what you have from your friends.. When you lost them..

I don't know what you will become siia.. Haix..

We somehow look a like..

2009-12-29T15:40:00.000+08:00

Somehow, i find that we look a like.. Hui bu hui?

Maybe we are siblings.. Hahas.. Impossible la.. I think too much..

Morning went SK to pass key.. After that went home..

Stay at home whole day sibei siian.. Cannot tarhan..

Now, i'm just waiting my father go work at 7 then i go house downstairs find Alvin and RongJun slack.. I will return RongJun his phone.. Then i'll use the samung one..

Alvin, when you see this don't angry, okay? Just lend him la.. Anyway, i will change phone soon.. If he can buy one then i return you the phone . If not just lend him.. Can? Nevermind.. I'll tell you when i meet you..

I also miss hanging out with this 3 little girls..

But school is going to reopen soon, so i can see them.. Yay! (:

Happy! Can see Alvin, Jillian, RongJun and more..

But i hate it when school reopen.. Must wake up early again.. Late go home tio gan again.. Sibei siian.. But whatever.. I happy can liao..

Today didn't went out because everybody's not free. Okay, except Jillian, Melvin and PeiLin.. They asked me out but i don't want cause i already told my father i'll be at home.. (:

See, i do what i say.. (:

Lastly to you, if you know who i'm saying..

You say you don't like me, but from what is see you still do..

I'm already half way done giving up..

You don't want me give up, tell me.

Don't do little moves, that makes me confused..

It's difficult to forget you but i'm trying to..

I tell you whatever i'm thinking..

What about you? You don't.

And i just don't know what you're thinking..

But of course, i can still read your mind for sometimes..

Anyway, stay happy.. (:

No life's people.. Haix..

2009-12-29T00:07:00.001+08:00

See.. This idiot acting cute behind my back.. d:

Hope he didn't see. Mai angry ohhs.. (:

Slacking this few days.. Nothing much.. Morning meet Darrell then go CJ's house cause technician coming his house.. Cause under my name so i have to be there.. Haix..

But okay la.. Nowdays keep having heart to heart talk with him.. But he is always lying.. Haix..

See jiu can know le.. I be his GF for 6 months and 6 days is not for nothing..

See how he do things can know what he thinking.. That idiot, can't hide things from me de.. Hehes.. I know him too well le..

Today had dinner with his mum, she was like who is Joanna. Then he say is his GF and also ask her why her antenna so long know everything.. I was there laughing..

I want post his umglam photos! Hahas.. See le don't angry hor.. (:

Then he wear a non-degree specs which i bought but he took it cause he want.. His mum say very ugly.. She was there laughing like hell..

After dinner,

I don't want say his mum unglam things.. Hehes.. Later CJ tell her then i get kill from her. Hahas..

Anyway, meeting my primary school friends lately.. Only took one of the guys photo.. Sibei ah hai..

Ah hai hor? Hahas!

Anyway, -, don't come here kpkb.. Wu ji just put name.. Don't so humji.. NO LIFE!

Will update asap.. (: Byess..

No mood.. Cause of him again..

2009-12-24T14:21:00.000+08:00

Yesterday afternoon went to OCJ's house, he ask me call Dell but in the end he is the one calling. Cause i don't know how to call.. d: So he ask me go for nothing. Hahas..

The Dell people say tomorrow they will be coming if it's available.

After calling, i went to his sister's room to sleep, but didn't sleep at all due to OCJ disturbing.

So we just talk the whole time. Then he went to call his mum after that he called her.

Pangseh me again. I get pissed off and went out of his house.

Then i go 7-11 buy cup noodle cause i didn't eat the whole day. OCJ say want cook for me but wait for him to cook will die!

After eating i go back find him, he just finished cooking noodle. So idiotic. After that we went down to slack awhile, took alot of photos of me and him.. All like tou pai de but he got pose behind my back. Make me laugh like hell..

But before we went down, guess what he gave me? His house key. Lols! Cause he ask me early go his house. But at night he tell me he go AMK see dai ji!

He this fucker! Always pangseh me, make me sad. See me cry you happy issit? I just decided to wait for you and this kind of rubbish happen again. I SERIOUSLY HATE THE WAY YOU TREAT ME!

You want me help you i help. I never say don't want. Okay, sometimes i do but it depends on the situation. But you, have you ever thought of my feelings? ARGH, FORGET IT, SAY ALL THIS TO YOU, YOU ALSO DON'T KNOW AND YOU WON'T CARE.

I'm just gonna be a nice person to you the last time..

Bad bad day.. Haix..

2009-12-18T23:28:00.000+08:00

Today sucks!

Mei got problems with KM. Darrel Neo (not Darrell Loy) got problems with his GF.

It's like the whole day i'm trying to cheer people up..

It's not like i'm not willing but i can only help my mei and KM..

I seriously don't know what KM thinking. So mei, i try to help okays?

Not supposed to go out today but still went out.

Met Darrell Loy first, went around Hougang Mall there to find straws.

Found. Then keep spamming CJ's phone.. But didn't answer. Haix..

Suddenly he called, so went to his house to find him.. Slack slack..

Around 7 come to my house here slack slack. Until 10.30.

YanQun go malaysia, mei go genting.. I confirm miss die them de. ):

Darrel, you take care! Don't think too much.. Get well soon. Hope to see you tomorrow. (:

Mei, you also take care. Don't think too much also. I'll help you as much as i can.. (:

Can say it's a bad day..

2009-12-17T00:58:00.000+08:00

I dislike being hate by him..

I swear i won't do it again, okay?

So don't hate me..

Morning wait my father go out, meet Darrell then meet Darrel, my primary school friend.

After that Darrel met his girlfriend. Then we go pi gum..

Around 4 go find ChinJie, that idiot Darrell seh like fuck..

If not ChinJie won't know i pi lor. FUCKED!

Then he ignore me.. Haix.. But i guess tomorrow will be fine already..

Tomorrow meeting Darrell then go ChinJie's house.

Seriously hope he not angry siia!

Go slack slack.. If have maybe meeting Darrel. See how first..

Cause ChinJie don't reall like them i think.. Haix..

Argh! So fan!

I'll end here.. Bye..

Yesterday..

2009-12-14T04:51:00.000+08:00

Ton yesterday, with two guys.. Morning went church..

Slept at church while the person is talking.

Bobian, cause of some guy who didn't want to go home..

So accompany him till morning..

They went off around 8.30..

I found out, that he still like me..

But he got stead le, so what can i do?

But i know, what he is thinking.

He told me, i still know him the best.

Hahas, and i told him, 6 months and 6 days, i'm not being his girlfriend for nothing.

Now i can get back all his thoughts, i'm happy..

At least got people know what he is thinking..

2009-12-12T12:42:00.000+08:00

I already give up on him.. I don't feel sad for him already.

It's a good thing.

Yesterday around 5 go his house because he ask me make his blog..

At 6 plus order Mac and eat. Darrell paid.. I didn't eat cause my grandma cooked my dinner.

Around 8 then leave his place go slack till 10.30 like that then take bus home with Darrell.

At 11.45, Darrell called and chat for 15 minutes. Then he go sleep.

Today will be slacking with Darrell again after 1 because he got tuition..

Yesterday i messaged my tuition teacher, he now then reply.

I asked him when start tuition. He said next week.

But i haven't buy books so after i buy books then start.

I told him my maths i got A2, he say me zai.

Where got zai? A2 ONLY EH!

Can say my expectation very high about maths.. Hahas..

Also to Psrby: Kindly just fucked off.. I don't know who the hell you are and i'm sure i didnt offend anyone. Is your name really funny that you dont dare put? You scared people laugh at your name?

If not what are names for? LMAO.

2009-12-11T02:30:00.001+08:00

I stay in love by Mariah Carey

I Stay In Love
Baby, I stay in love with you

Dying inside cause I can't stand it
Make up break up can't take this madness
We don't even really know why all I know is baby I
Try and try so hard to keep our love alive
If you dont' know me at this point then I highly doubt you ever will
I really need you to give me that unconditional love I used to feel
It's a mistake if we just erase it
From our hearts and minds I know

We said let it go but I kept on hangin' on
Inside I know it's over you're really gone
It's killing me cause there ain't nothing that I can do
Baby I stay in love with you
And I keep on telling myself that you'll come back around
And I try to front like 'Oh well' each time you let me down
See I can't get over you now, no matter what I do
Baby baby, I stay in love with you

It cuts so deep it hurts down to my soul
My friends tell me I ain't the same no more
We still need each other
When we stumble and fall how
we gon' act like what we had
Ain't nothing at all now
Hey, what I wanna do is ride shotgun next to you
With the top down like we used to
Hit the block proud in the SU
We both know our heart is breakin'
Can we learn from our mistakes
I can't last one moment alone, although I know

We said let go but I kept on hangin' on
Inside I know it's over you're really gone
It's killing me cause there ain't nothing that I can do
Baby baby, I stay in love with you
And I keep on telling myself that you'll come back around
And I try to front like "Oh well" each time you let me down
See I can't get over you now no matter what I do
Baby baby, I stay in love with you

We said let go but I kept on hangin' on
Inside I know it's over you're really gone
It's killing me cause there ain't nothing that I can do
Baby baby, I stay in love with you
And I keep on telling myself that you'll come back around
And I try to front like "Oh well" each time you let me down
See I can't get over you now no matter what I do
Baby baby, I stay in love with you..

This my feelings right now..
Even though i think you won't even bother to see..

But since you say, i must say things clearly so that you can know.
So i tell you.

Clear enough?

My mind just keep thinking of you i don't know why..
You always pop out..

What can i do to forget you?!

Really pissed off by myself..

Some said, love is like a drug.
when you end a relationship,
you feel hurt,
there's no way others can help but only yourself.

I know i will, cause i trust myself.

Finding myself back..

2009-12-08T01:35:00.001+08:00

Now seriously no mood.. Haix..

Right now, i'm trying to find myself back.. I've lost the innocent good good me..

I've been in a terrible state lately..

I don't know what to do..

But to find myself back..

I'm really lost..
How can i get my way back?

Slacking lately.. Went shopping around 3 to 7.

Meet friends to slack.

Now super sad.. Angry also..

I seriously don't know what happen..

You just called and say..

Aren't i good enough?

I don't understand..

I always treat you the best i can..

Even better than my family..

But this is what i get..

Seriously sad..

I just don't get it..

Is she better than me?

I just want to see you happy..

As long as you are happy..

I'm fine with it..

Update le, happy ma?

2009-12-06T16:35:00.000+08:00

Lately, i have not been feeling well.. I got no appetite. Not because of OCJ..

Yes, we break le. But of course when just break it hurts. But I'm fine now.

See him happy, i also happy.

My grandma and sister went overseas, so i'm staying at home with my brother. I'm doing the house chores.. Siian.. Haix.. But bo bian.. I guai ma.. Hahas.. Want slack late can call me oh.. Okays? After 7 i can go out. Hahas..

Now there's one thing that keep bothering me.. It's a secret.. But some of you know..

I don't know what to say.. Will update again ASAP..

Si Bei Sian!

2009-11-23T20:36:00.001+08:00

Have been slacking this few days again. With Chin Jie and Kah Ming. Yesterday slacked till 11 plus. CJ went home and cannot open his door cause his sister locked the door but is her mother asked her to locked de. So CJ cannot go home and went to KM's house ton.

Pathetic ehs? Hahas..

Morning 8 plus, he called me to go KM's house find him. I don't want to cause later i'm suppose to withdraw money for my grandma. He gave me LJ attitude and whole day mood spoil.

But then still go find him. Then you know what? He ask me go there to ask them open door for him cause he don't dare say.

Then off to his house. Played Audi when he go sleep. After that my mum called and ask me go Parkway, siao hor? I say i don't want. Grandma called later and ask me go home buy food for her. Bought and went out again. Bought food for CJ too.

Wake him up and ask him eat. After went out to slacked, he say he tired and walked me to bus stop and he go home sleep.

I going cut hair tomorrow, i think. Cause my bangs too long le. Can cover my eye. Hahas..

Tomorrow having class BBQ! So excited! Can't wait! Hahas!

Got to go now..

Another day has gone..

2009-11-18T22:26:00.001+08:00

Can see the colour on my hair?

I don't remember when i dyed. Nice?

This few days had been slacking lately. Went to LAN to play Audition this few days. Fell in love with the game. Trying to download it in my computer but i takes 13 hours. I don't know why. Haix..

Darrell came my house yesterday can help me install anti-virus software and defrag my computer. He said defrag le will become faster but i think my computer become slower. D:

Then wwent down to slaced again till 8. Kah Ming, Darrell and Chin Jie go LAN and i go home and download Audition. But i taks 13 hours so i cancel it.

Tomorrow, i will be staying home the whole day to download it.

I'm praying hard that i can play if not i will be bored to death at home!!

I'm deciding whether to buy a Laptop. Any advice?

But of course, i need to work to save money then can buy. Sad uh? Haix!!

2009-11-14T16:42:00.000+08:00

I'm now looking for job.. Any intro?

After holiday, have been slacking and working but the job bo hua, so now looking for one..

Yesterday, went out with Alicia, Evelyne and Yan Qun. Didn't take photos hahas..

I don't really have anything to blog about, so bye!

Miss me? Just sms me and ask me out. Okay?

By the way, i'm fine.. (:

2009-10-30T16:41:00.000+08:00

Today is last day of school also the day when we get report book. Siian lor..

Morning BF was suppose to come but he didn't cause when he sleeping he dropped his phone. So i went to look for him..

Today took pictures with friends but some don't want siian lor.. But nevermind.

Took back report book at 11.15 , left school at 11.30. Went to BF's hoouse again til 3.15.

As for result, my position was 21/39, but that time i see is not wors! Haix.. Siian diao.. ):

So. i reached home at 3.50. Show my report book to my father. You know what he say?

Wa! Your result so lousy arh? Maths get 72 still want to take A maths? You got no music talent, cause you get C only. Still say your science good, but get so low marks. Still failed DNT .

So i shoot him.. In order to learn A maths, i just need to pass maths. If i don't take A maths i have to take Literature, i rather take A maths cause i don't like literature. Music is not learn about music but watch movies only. As for science, the paper is not easy, that's why. I HATE DNT. So that's why.

I hate my parents, when they see my results, they say so bad and all those. Maths get A2 still not enough meh? I only fail Geo and DNT leh. Other still pass, like that still not enough?

I don't get it, when we fail alot of subjects, they say why do so bad? My result is already average! I know i can do better, i am still trying but they just make us feel tat how well we do they still think is not enough.

WTF lor. Don't know what they thinking siia! ARGH! Forget it, i don't want to know either.

Today, i'm going to my uncle's house to stay, i think. Not very sure. Sunday going church so can't meet BF for two days. Gonna miss him lots. But not only him. Still got Evelyne, Alicia, YanQun and others.. You can sms me but i may not reply because my uncle don't know i got handphone. Erm.. So.. Ya.. You guys get it?

I will take more photos at my uncle's house and show you guys my cute cute cousins de photos.

Bye! Miss me ohh! Hahas..

2009-10-29T20:13:00.000+08:00

Ps to disappoint you YanQun. It's not in this computer. Next time lah.. Okay? Hahas.. Lazy to upload..

Morning, went to look for BF again, go school together. During archery, had a bad mood. I don't really know why.

During Scirnce lesson, went to AV room to watch 17 again. Didn't really watch it, was taking photos with friends and laughing about BF disiao-ing SayWu. Hahas.. Laugh until stomach pain.

After school went to BF's house, slack.. Until 6 then go home. Hehes..

Okay.. Now i'm super busy.. So, buaiis..

2009-10-28T17:50:00.000+08:00

OMG! I seriously miss my side fringe! AHHH!

Okay, let's talk about today.

Morning, went to find BF. Go to school together. Skipped maths lesson because need do corrections for EOY;s paper. Only our class need do lor.. Haix..

Then had geography and science lesson.. Those 2 lesson was so boring.

Then had chinese lesson. Chinese is the best! We watched a vampire show. Was super funny. Hahas..

After school was suppose to go CP with BF and friends. But BF went home. Went CP eat Long John Sliver. After that went shopping. Had lots of fun..

After that went to look for BF left around 3.50pm and reach home around 4.30.

Tomorrow morning BF coming find me. Yay! (:

2009-10-27T19:15:00.000+08:00

I miss 1N3. I don't know why. But i'm going to miss 2N3 too.

3 more days to holidays. Holiday must still meet up ohhs! Will miss you guys lots lots. Next year still hope to be in the same class, for some of us lah. No all.. Cause i hate Shun Jie that group of guys. Hahas..

I hope holiday can go out until very late. Really hope so. But it's 60% impossible. Cause i got bad records. Haix..

2009-10-23T21:04:00.000+08:00

Haix.. Can't tarhan Evelyne. Take picture like this. She arh.. Make use of every moment to hit me.

Pathetic eh?

Siian.. This few days number of things happen. Family, friends, relationship. But relationship okay le. Yeah, and it's like kinda my fault. But everything just need to be forgiven and forgotten. If cannot then too bad le lor. Nothing i can say. Hahas.

As for friendship, it's not my problem it's my friend. Although i don't like the girl she is starting to dislike but i'm trying to help her not to think about it.

I think this is pretty funny. Hahas.

When you see this must be greatful hor. Kidding lahs. Hahas.

About my family, it's about my grandfather's left over money. Haix.. I want to help but i'll just get scolded. Any opinion? Tag often okay?

Just hope everything will be fine soon.

GOT RESULTS!

2009-10-21T19:42:00.000+08:00

Today is not a bad day. Got results back.. But not overall. ):

Geography: SA: 34%

Maths Paper :61/85 SA: 71.8%

History :52/100 SA: 52%

English Paper 1: 29/60 (Failed) Paper 2: 44/80 SA: 52.7%

Science: 42/100 SA: 42%

Chinese: SA: 63.8%

Art: SA: 50%

Literature: (25/50) SA: 50%

PEPP: SA: 54%

DNT: 63%

Some paper didn't get back today but got it the yesterday. I'm not happy with my maths result. I lose to Nicholas that idiot and that ugly cleaner! ARGH! Science abit shocked because i failed. Didn't expect to get 63% for DNT because i always skip that lesson. As for Art, i only draw sunflower with weird colours. Heng heng pass Literature and PEPP. Hahas.

Still quite okay with all the results noy for maths not happy. Haix..

I WANT RETAKE MATHS PAPER! But can't. ):

I PROMISE, I WON'T LOSE TO THAT CLEANER AGAIN!

2009-10-16T20:10:00.000+08:00

Today, woke up at 9.30. Went down to buy breakfast for my family. I very guai right? Hahas..

After that went to KangKar to wait for CJ. He took so long because he go PS. I think you all know what i mean. So ate breakfast with CJ at KFC, was damn full. Then go up to buy cigg. But aunty was there. So waited for SayWu to come. He asked and auntie gave. So chua sai lor. Because normally she don't sell to us. Bought, went to CJ's house.

He mapled and wasted time. So reached Hougang Mall late.

Went to look for Alicia, Evelyne and YanQun at 2nd floor. The North don't know what shop lah. Alicia pierce her ear. She was holding my hand cause she scared. Hahas.. If it's me, i also will ba. Hahas.

(Ali, i not laughing at you hor.)

Then when to top floor outside smoke. Then went in, shopped. Then go eat KFC.

After that CJ and SayWu jiu go home le. At KFC, Evelyne disiao SayWu till very jialat lor. Hahas.. But SayWu and Evelyne very pei. I don't know why.

Who agree?!

So we 4 girls went shopping again. YanQun want to buy a bag. So went to look for it.

Found and bought. We took NeoPrints. Not very nice cause that stupid machine. So went to HM de staircase took lots of photos then go print. After that went to CottonOn, saw some sunglass took and play with it. Hahas.. Took photos again.. Hahas.

Then walked out of HM, was about to leave, we continue chatting then Evelyne go buy drink. Then after finishing her drink all went home le.

Really had lots of fun. Go out with them laugh until stomachache. Super fun. Hope to go out again asap.

Hahas.

I wear this sunglass nice mah?

EOY END LE!

2009-10-15T17:20:00.000+08:00

This past few weeks had been slacking, didn't study for exams. Slack too much until never update blog.. Hahas. Don't really have confidence for the paper but i think can do quite well. Saturday will be my grandfather passed away de 7th day. Haix.. So fast one week le.

Then, 2 weeks later will be HOLIDAY! But go out got timing. Not fun at all.. But still better than cannot go out. But maybe not going out. I should be working somewhere. But i don't feel like leh.. How? Any advice from you guys? I won't be telling you all. Hahas..

I got nothing much to post about. So i'll just end it here.

Btw, tagged often lehs!

2009-10-11T14:32:00.000+08:00

Reached home yesterday around 2 to 3. Immediately on computer. But was super tired because did not sleep on the last night of funeral. I was at the void deck accompanying my grandfather the whole night. With my brother, father and uncle. We were playing dai di to keep ourselves awake. But i don't feel tired that day although that day got exams and woke up at 6.

But was super boring there. Only can listen songs, play PSP or dai di and sms. But nobody pei me sms accept CJ lah. But until midnight 3 plus if i'm not wrong. Then he go sleep liao.. So i smsed Alvin, he playing maple and nothing to chat with him about so didn't sms much. He say will ton but 5 plus go to sleep liao.. Lols lor..

I wasn't really sad. Until we reach Mandai the burning place, idk how to spell. When we going to see him the last time, i cry like fuck lor.. He going get burn that time also. Super sad. The whole eyes became red.

I miss my grandfather siia..

After that alot of things happen, then reached home around 2 plus. Tired then go sleep. Wake up around 6 then went to Lionel's BBQ. Was pulled and pushed down the swimming pool. So shiok. Then, after a while guard came, all ran up to Lionel's house. Siian lor.. I was the only girl there but good cause got guys help me take food i no need take myself. Drank beer also. Really had fun. Hope to stay there longer.

So reached home around 12 cause was accompanying CJ.

Anyway, we patch back le.

2009-10-08T22:08:00.000+08:00

I got no mood to post. Just to let you guys know, my grandfather pass away le. I'm not really sad lah. Cause maybe to me it's a good for him cause those pain won't torture him again.

We'll always remember you.

Anything just sms me @ 83509450.

I'll try to reply ASAP. I'm fine. No need to worry.

2009-10-07T16:54:00.000+08:00

This guy shuai mah? Don't think too much. We are friends only.

I think not really.

Morning woke up at 6. Called Cj cause he called me. He ask me to meet him. But didn't cause he say don't want liao. so forget it. I also saw Lionel on the bus. But he didn't see me. He damn pajiao. So went to 108 find Darrell. Met him. Slacked a while then go school.

Reached school alot people ask me why i break with him. Do i really need to explain that much? When it's time to go, you simply have to let it go. Get what i mean?

Went to Lan after school, drink beer. So shuang. I still have it in my bag. Going to finsh all tomorrow.

Siian.. This whole week no money le. Fuck man..

Btw, Hou You so stingy. Got money also don't want lend. Hate him!

2009-10-06T20:05:00.001+08:00

Thanks for giving me such GREAT memories.

I'm back to single and it's great man. Single is the best! I left him today because it seems that he doesn't appreciate me. He doesn't cherish what i do for him.

He doesn't fail to make me cry on my birthday. Not because i'm touch but because i'm sad. He always give me excuses to not send me to bus stop or so whatever.

I don't know what to say anymore.

Just one thing, i still love you.

But i don't want to make myself regret again.

I also know, you won't feel sad for sure.
If you do, you won't treat me that way.

By the way, i'm fine. Thanks for all those who cared about me. Thanks a whole lot! Love you guys to the max!

So happy.. (:

2009-10-04T14:09:00.000+08:00

Friday, my grandfather fell and had 6 stitches on his head.

Saturday night, he fainted and was admitted to the hospital. I was with CJ, Alvin and YQ, when i got a call from my sister say maybe my grandfather CMI le. I was so scared. But later i'm fine. Didn't get to see him yesterday because my brother don't want to go, so my father ask me and sister to stay at home. So waited for their news. He's stil okay but have difficulty breathing andunconscious. He can hear us, we know but he can't open his eyes to see.

Now, he wake up le! I'm so happy. I'm waiting for my uncle to come and fetch us down to see him again. But still when i see him, i don't know what to say. But after all see him okay jiu happy le.

Ohh. anyway, yesterday celebrated my birthday and lantern festival with CJ, Alvin and YQ. But mood was spoilt when i got the call.

Lastly, THANK YOU GUYS! For all those concern and celebrating my birthday. It's the best birthday and an unlucky one to have that kind of calls. But still, thanks a million and love you guys a million.

BABY! THANKS FOR WHAT YOU HAVE DONE FOR ME FOR MY BIRTHDAY!

LOVE YOU!

My baby buy de. Hahas. Not bad lah the cake.

2009-10-03T12:51:00.000+08:00

Siian.. Can't go out unless it's 4. So fucked up lor! Why can't i have my freedom back?

I don't know why but these few days i'm in a bad mood. Thursday was pissed off by KM. Yesterday night was CJ. This morning is him again.

I'm wondering:

am i asking too much from him
am i giving in too much
is he taking everything for granted
if he really love me
am i important to him
am i treating him badly
why am i in love with him
will he change
is his friends more important than gf
should this continue
how much is he willing to sacrificed for me
if i should end it
WHAT SHOULD I DO!!

Seriously, can somebody give me all those answers? I'm very confuse right now. You know, yesterday i was so sad that i cry till i sleep. I don't know why but my tears keep dropping and never stop. My heart is hurt over and over again. I just hope he can cherish evrything i do for him before he regret. Cause i know it will be sooner or later. I really had enough you know? I regretted already but it's too late, things can't stop now or it will be hurt even worst. So, if can, i just hope that my feeling fade for you and just end like that. But i find it impossible. What can i do to not have feelings for you? Tell me.

Even though it's my birthday soon. But i'm not happy. I want nothing from you, just think about my feelings when you read this.

One more thing, you say you will change. But have you changed? If you think so let me know. I'll let you know the truth, if you really had.

If you think yoy have found the one that you love, MAKE SURE they love you back.

2009-10-02T20:51:00.000+08:00

Hello?
YanQun here.
I'm here to scold one boy.
Which he had been "bullying" his gf.
Can you care more about your girlfriend?
She's your gf right?
Care more about her then.
People ask her go die or what,
Did you even care? Haha! You didnt.
Didn't leh uncle.
Don't you think she'll be sad?
You don't even care.
Seriously, you're not fit to be her boyfren.
Only a kind hearted girl like her can tolerates you.
Have you think of what's she thinking?
No, you didn't.
You dont' understand her well.
No one can tolerates her bf to be NOT caring, not sweet.
Which girl can tolerates that?
Only one. Which is Jessy Choy.
I'm here, as her fren,
Helping her. Not ruining your relationship or what,
Can you just think of her?
Do you think she want so many people to go out with you?
She's a girl leh.
You know what's date?
Something's fun to you might not be fun to her.
She's sad,
Why?!
Because of you.
Because she loves you.
She's angry,
WHY?!
Because of you.
Because she love you.
She felt like crying,
Why?
Because of you.
Because she love you.
See, every thing is about you.
Know why everything's abt you??
Because she loves you.
I think kissing or what is what you only want ba?
As what last time the CDP lesson had covered about,
Boys only wants to show off to his friend he've got gf.
But they don't love her much,
Are you those kind of boys?
Please, be fair to her uh,
Don't hurt her anymore.
I hope you think about what i've said.
I didn't mean to ruin ur relationship.
But i hope u can be fair to her.
Think , didn't she treatyou well enough?
Every morning, wake up sooo early,
Just to go ur house and wait for you?
Know why?
She loves you.
When you're are at LAN,
She's cold, did you do anything?
You didn't? I suppose you didn't do anything.
She's her gf, and when u see ppl wanted to kiss her,
Or what, Did you do anything also?
No, you didnt.
She must have felt sad aren't she.
It's just that she didn't say.
Why didn't say?
Because she love you.
Going out.
A date for a couple don't belong to a lot of people.
It belongs to 2 ppl, which is the couple.
You may like a lot of people,
But did u ever think, Do Jessy like many ppl to be around also?
No, she don't like. Not that she don't like her friends.
It's just that, she wants the time which totally belongs to you two.
You dare say i'm wrong to say that?
One word : THINK.
If i'm wrong, go ahead and scold me,
I hack care (:
I only wish that u can dont' make her angry,
Treat her better. And treat her as ur gf.
When ppl bully her,
Save her, protect her.
When ppl say her,
Ask them stop.
You're lucky enough to have her as a stead.
And i'm lucky enough to have her as a friend.
CJ, treasure her ba.
Don't wait till you lose her, then u regret.
It's too late. Rmb, THINK.

Posted By : Koh Yan Qun (:

2009-10-02T09:13:00.000+08:00

Siian.. Now having IT lesson. Nobody tag my blog de lor.. Sad! Haix.. At home also no time blog.. My sister always use computer to watch those taiwan dramas. So can't use. But whatever lah.. Not really in the mood also.

That's all for today ba..

Byes!
Anyway, EOY still got 3 more days. My birthday also. Haix.. Sad arh.. My birthday got English Paper. ):

Love today lots!

2009-09-28T21:25:00.000+08:00

As usual, went to find CJ. Was dealing with my hair, so wasted quite a long time. Hahas.. I go cut bangs and so say nice saome say not nice, WTF lor. Regret siia. Really regret. Haix.. But bobian.. Cut already. I swear next time won't cut le. Let people criticise only. ):

After school, went to 112 to find KM first. Then go LAN. Before going to LAN, Alvin was with us but he go 114. So he called me and ask me to 114, so went. CJ ask me go where i show him hand signal come here and he walked without waiting for me. So use Alvin's phone so called them. Guess what!? NOBODY ANSWERED THEIR CALLS! WTF LOR. Was damn piised off so went to CJ's house downstairs to look for them. Shouted at them, about to cry cause very angry and sad. So i leave butthey ask me stay and i say i don't want but stayed in the end. So CJ came down scolded him because he so guailan when he walk towards us. I shouted at him and he walked like a penguin. I really was fucking pissed off lor.

So cabbed to my house, took a pants for CJ and i change. So went to Hougang Plaza to find KM and Darrell. Was playing Audi, then Maple then Audi, then maple then SA. SA is damn great man. Fell in love with it. Hahas.. But they all bully me de. I very noob then all bully me. That Darrell say want train CJ's acc. So i play, cause i got nothing to do. Then Darrell ask me play SA cause he want free kill. So play with him. I got kill him also. One kill already very happy lor. Cause i don't know how to pay mah. Hahas.

That's all lah.. Update next time. Now lazy and my sister want to use. Bye!

2009-09-24T19:53:00.000+08:00

Morning, wake up late. Around 0600 but still managed to get to CJ's house by 0640. Pretty fast right? Hahas. So, went to block 108, 2nd floor to find Darrell. Lionel was over there too, a bit shocked.

During FRC, the sky suddenly turn dark ans windy.. So shiok. The principal was speaking half way and we make damn lots of noise so they dimissed us. Funny eh? Maybe you don't but i do. Hahas. Went back to class have LIT then History test. I was giving Yan Qun the answers.. Hahas. After that was Chinese, that boring lesson, hate it to the max! By the way, my chinese test lose to CJ! WTF lor! Haix.. Must buck up le. Cannot lose to him again. So went to maths, not bad lah the lesson, don't hate her that much le. Musics lesson is the best! Then was recess. Science had test, i did badly that's all i can say. English, CJ make me gan dulan lor. At there talk talk talk. Next time don't want sit with him le. Then school ended.

So, went to send Alicia to bus stop, accompany her wait bus. Good boyfriend uh? Hahas. Then went to look for CJ, Edmond, Darrell, Say Wu and Jillian. After that went to CJ's house, he play computer and left me alone again. But nevermind, use to it le. Hahas.. Km came around 5? Slacked a while then i go home le because i need to reach home by 0630.

Reached home le then chat with them on MSN. Hahas.

Here's our converstion:

Jessy says:

yan qun bully me siia

call me lao aunty ):

[c=13]♥alicia miracles do happen!! ♂♀ [/c=11] says:
haha
hw come she bully u?

Jessy says:
wait

YanQunnnn (: 雁晴 has been added to the conversation.

Jessy says:
YQ!

YanQunnnn (: 雁晴 says:
??

Jessy says:
U AH MA!

YanQunnnn (: 雁晴 says:
YESH?

Jessy says:
hahas

YanQunnnn (: 雁晴 says:
Hahs, i'm not (:

Jessy says:
ah ma
u are

YanQunnnn (: 雁晴 says:
You my lao aunty (:

Jessy says:
say me aunty ):

YanQunnnn (: 雁晴 says:
Dearest laoo aunty
EH

[c=13]♥alicia miracles do happen!! ♂♀ [/c=11] says:
lols

YanQunnnn (: 雁晴 says:
I didn't say u aunty'

Jessy says:
i go cry liao

YanQunnnn (: 雁晴 says:
I say u laooo aunty

[c=13]♥alicia miracles do happen!! ♂♀ [/c=11] says:
dun cry larhs..

YanQunnnn (: 雁晴 says:
): U call me ah ma, more old, i go emo liaos

[c=13]♥alicia miracles do happen!! ♂♀ [/c=11] says:
lols

Jessy says:
hahas
bye
hahas

YanQunnnn (: 雁晴 says:
EH

[c=13]♥alicia miracles do happen!! ♂♀ [/c=11] says:
dun emo larhs...

Jessy says:
jk jk

YanQunnnn (: 雁晴 says:
Jessy
LOL
Jessy and alicia
Your got printer ?

Jessy says:
nope

[c=13]♥alicia miracles do happen!! ♂♀ [/c=11] says:
dun haf

YanQunnnn (: 雁晴 says:
Haiish , *faint*
My D&T 10 marks gone .

Jessy says:
u wan me call ambulance?

[c=13]♥alicia miracles do happen!! ♂♀ [/c=11] says:
haha

YanQunnnn (: 雁晴 says:
O.o? Yeaps, please call =x

Jessy says:
wad no.?
i forgot

[c=13]♥alicia miracles do happen!! ♂♀ [/c=11] says:
995

Jessy says:
hahas
okay
call le
they on the way

[c=13]♥alicia miracles do happen!! ♂♀ [/c=11] says:
hahas

Jessy says:
i'm serious

YanQunnnn (: 雁晴 says:
O.o, the ambulance haven't reach (:
Hahs, you don't know my address (:
Jessy says:
i know
blk 666 right?

YanQunnnn (: 雁晴 says:
Nope
(: Haahha
Near there ~
Hahs, is 667 (:

[c=13]♥alicia miracles do happen!! ♂♀ [/c=11] says:
lols

YanQunnnn (: 雁晴 says:
Tell you block also no use You don't know which level i stay (:

Jessy says:
erm..
they will search

YanQunnnn (: 雁晴 says:
O.o ? Okays, slowly search, if search dao my house, also no one faints (:

Jessy says:
lols
i thought u fainting?

YanQunnnn (: 雁晴 says:
Hahahhahahhahahhahhaa

[c=13]♥alicia miracles do happen!! ♂♀ [/c=11] says:
lols

YanQunnnn (: 雁晴 says:
Fainting doesn't mean faint-ed

[c=13]♥alicia miracles do happen!! ♂♀ [/c=11] says:
btt the ambulance come she already faint liaos...

YanQunnnn (: 雁晴 says:
Lol? I won't , trust me, hees
Eh , tmr got anything going on? Any test or what ?

[c=13]♥alicia miracles do happen!! ♂♀ [/c=11] says:
geo test

YanQunnnn (: 雁晴 says:
iSSIT?

[c=13]♥alicia miracles do happen!! ♂♀ [/c=11] says:
ya

YanQunnnn (: 雁晴 says:
OMG
What chapter?
[c=13]♥alicia miracles do happen!! ♂♀ [/c=11] says:
on vegetation de
but MCQ only

YanQunnnn (: 雁晴 says:
Oh? But MCQ i also cannot de
EHHHH, jessy! Sit beside me, give me tips! (: chiobu
LOL!

[c=13]♥alicia miracles do happen!! ♂♀ [/c=11] says:
haha
u shld ask khai yee

YanQunnnn (: 雁晴 says:
I want jessy !

[c=13]♥alicia miracles do happen!! ♂♀ [/c=11] says:
wif khai yee there u sure pass

YanQunnnn (: 雁晴 says:
I don't want her =x

Jessy says:
okay lah

YanQunnnn (: 雁晴 says:
LOL, ahya, winglam also can
Hahs

Jessy says:
relax lah
YanQunnnn (: 雁晴 says:
(: I want jessy !

[c=13]♥alicia miracles do happen!! ♂♀ [/c=11] says:
haha

YanQunnnn (: 雁晴 says:
JESSY'S MINE!
NOT ALICIA'S!

Jessy says:
i just now go ans phone call

YanQunnnn (: 雁晴 says:
NOT CHINJIE's!
MINEEE!!

Jessy says:
so ji dong for what?

[c=13]♥alicia miracles do happen!! ♂♀ [/c=11] says:
haha

Jessy says:
lols
must see i wan u anot mah

[c=13]♥alicia miracles do happen!! ♂♀ [/c=11] says:
haha

YanQunnnn (: 雁晴 says:
): FINE~
BB

Jessy says:
haha
jk lah

YanQunnnn (: 雁晴 says:
:D

Jessy says:
i will lah

YanQunnnn (: 雁晴 says:
Of course u will, i know u miss me

Jessy says:
must study during it lor

YanQunnnn (: 雁晴 says:
O.o OKay la.

[c=13]♥alicia miracles do happen!! ♂♀ [/c=11] says:
lols

YanQunnnn (: 雁晴 says:
I will try study a bit here and there ba.

[c=13]♥alicia miracles do happen!! ♂♀ [/c=11] says:
IT can slp lorhs

Jessy says:
lols

[c=13]♥alicia miracles do happen!! ♂♀ [/c=11] says:
gt air con lehs...

YanQunnnn (: 雁晴 says:
LOL!

[c=13]♥alicia miracles do happen!! ♂♀ [/c=11] says:
the com so lag plae game oso cnt
so slp lorhs

YanQunnnn (: 雁晴 says:
LOL!!
O.o?

Jessy says:
lols
study lah

YanQunnnn (: 雁晴 says:
Eh , IT lessons can print the thing a not ?

Jessy says:
maths i can help

[c=13]♥alicia miracles do happen!! ♂♀ [/c=11] says:
i noe liaos,at IT lesson cry better

YanQunnnn (: 雁晴 says:
But so noisy, how study sia.
-.-'

[c=13]♥alicia miracles do happen!! ♂♀ [/c=11] says:
no nid tissue de

Jessy says:
EH!
Cnt hor!

YanQunnnn (: 雁晴 says:
FREAK U!
Tmr don't blame me and jessy rape u
The water will become ice

[c=13]♥alicia miracles do happen!! ♂♀ [/c=11] says:
the air con will hlp u dry my tears

YanQunnnn (: 雁晴 says:
Will freeze there.
LOl!

[c=13]♥alicia miracles do happen!! ♂♀ [/c=11] says:
me*

Jessy says:
lols

YanQunnnn (: 雁晴 says:
(:

Jessy says:
i dun wan rape her

[c=13]♥alicia miracles do happen!! ♂♀ [/c=11] says:
my 1st bf haven rape me u all wan rape me liaos...

Jessy says:
u rape urself
lols
i ur 2nd de mah
u go my blog see

[c=13]♥alicia miracles do happen!! ♂♀ [/c=11] says:
ya
the yan qun sae she is the 3rd one

YanQunnnn (: 雁晴 says:
LOL

Jessy says:
lols
hahas

YanQunnnn (: 雁晴 says:
Alicia, don't tell her lehs
I will shy lehs..

[c=13]♥alicia miracles do happen!! ♂♀ [/c=11] says:
haha

Jessy says:
lols
i know liao
no nid shy lahs

[c=13]♥alicia miracles do happen!! ♂♀ [/c=11] says:
lols

[c=13]♥alicia miracles do happen!! ♂♀ [/c=11] says:
yan qun at there shy shy liaos

Jessy says:
hahas
like lionel
face red red

YanQunnnn (: 雁晴 says:
Lionel ?
LOL, please lor
Who wana copy him?
Say dao him makes my blood boils!
Jessy says:
dun lah
ltr got stroke
hahas

[c=13]♥alicia miracles do happen!! ♂♀ [/c=11] says:
relax!!

Jessy says:
lax gal
lax

YanQunnnn (: 雁晴 says:
Haha, jessy will take care of me, i don't mind having a kind hearted girl care abt me (:

Jessy says:
eh..
i still nid care ali, vin and cj eh

[c=13]♥alicia miracles do happen!! ♂♀ [/c=11] says:
lols

YanQunnnn (: 雁晴 says:
):
SUA LOR

Jessy says:
okay lah
care u also lah
ltr say i not good

YanQunnnn (: 雁晴 says:
You very cute leh u
Hahs!

[c=13]♥alicia miracles do happen!! ♂♀ [/c=11] says:
yan qun mu zbe jumping up and down nw...
muz be*

Jessy says:
hahas

YanQunnnn (: 雁晴 says:
-.-
I'm not jumping up and down
I'm rolling side to side

[c=13]♥alicia miracles do happen!! ♂♀ [/c=11] says:
lols

YanQunnnn (: 雁晴 says:
Is u ask me entertain de ma

[c=13]♥alicia miracles do happen!! ♂♀ [/c=11] says:
gd joker...

YanQunnnn (: 雁晴 says:
LOL?

[c=13]♥alicia miracles do happen!! ♂♀ [/c=11] says:
woo hoo!yeah!
HE JUZ CALLED ME!!!
YEAHS!!!!!!!!!!!!

YanQunnnn (: 雁晴 says:
-.-'

[c=13]♥alicia miracles do happen!! ♂♀ [/c=11] says:
OMGG he juz called me lehs!!!!!!!!

YanQunnnn (: 雁晴 says:
Good luck then

[c=13]♥alicia miracles do happen!! ♂♀ [/c=11] says:
but only awhile

YanQunnnn (: 雁晴 says:
You tell him u've got yourself 2 boyfriends (:
-.-

[c=13]♥alicia miracles do happen!! ♂♀ [/c=11] says:
then hang liaos

YanQunnnn (: 雁晴 says:
Cry ba
LOl!
Hah, jk

Jessy says:
lols
dun cry hor!
if not i break with u

[c=13]♥alicia miracles do happen!! ♂♀ [/c=11] says:
he sae he reach the resort then msn me

Jessy says:
hahas

YanQunnnn (: 雁晴 says:
O.o

Jessy says:
okay

YanQunnnn (: 雁晴 says:
Then better (:
Best is webcam

Jessy says:
he msn u, u tell us

YanQunnnn (: 雁晴 says:
Then u can see him

Jessy says:
have a good chat with him

[c=13]♥alicia miracles do happen!! ♂♀ [/c=11] says:
lols

Jessy says:
end le then msn ue

[c=13]♥alicia miracles do happen!! ♂♀ [/c=11] says:
he use his handphone to on9

Jessy says:
us*

[c=13]♥alicia miracles do happen!! ♂♀ [/c=11] says:
no webcam

YanQunnnn (: 雁晴 says:
-.-
THen he can use the webcam ove there
He see u lor

Jessy says:
not expensive meh?

[c=13]♥alicia miracles do happen!! ♂♀ [/c=11] says:
he can c my pic in his handphone
YanQunnnn (: 雁晴 says:
FAINTS

[c=13]♥alicia miracles do happen!! ♂♀ [/c=11] says:
haha...

YanQunnnn (: 雁晴 says:
LOl!

Jessy says:
nid ambulance?

[c=13]♥alicia miracles do happen!! ♂♀ [/c=11] says:
YAN QUN FAINT ALREADY!!!

Jessy says:
i cll again
call*

[c=13]♥alicia miracles do happen!! ♂♀ [/c=11] says:
HAHA

Jessy says:
hahs
YQ!
dun faint
i cnt go find u now to take care of u siia
dun faint!
YQ!!!!
spam her hahas
You have just sent a nudge.

[c=13]♥alicia miracles do happen!! ♂♀ [/c=11] says:
haha
spamm
spamm
spamm

Jessy says:
ya lor

[c=13]♥alicia miracles do happen!! ♂♀ [/c=11] says:
yan qun dun faint larhs...
u tml in class faint jessy then cn take care of u...

Jessy says:
ya

[c=13]♥alicia miracles do happen!! ♂♀ [/c=11] says:
haha

Jessy says:
JM also can

YanQunnnn (: 雁晴 says:
-.-' I can't even go toilet

Jessy says:
y?

YanQunnnn (: 雁晴 says:
-.-
I just now go toilet, u're shouting like siao liao
-.-

Jessy says:
hahas

[c=13]♥alicia miracles do happen!! ♂♀ [/c=11] says:
haha

Jessy says:
okay okay

YanQunnnn (: 雁晴 says:
-.-''

Jessy says:
u fast go fast come back

[c=13]♥alicia miracles do happen!! ♂♀ [/c=11] says:
u go toilet muz tel us

YanQunnnn (: 雁晴 says:
OKOKOKOKOKOK

Jessy says:
ya lor

YanQunnnn (: 雁晴 says:
I GO NOWWWWW again -.-''

Jessy says:
ltr u faint we also dun knoe

[c=13]♥alicia miracles do happen!! ♂♀ [/c=11] says:
ya

Jessy says:
hahs

YanQunnnn (: 雁晴 says:
Miss Alicia & Jessy , May i go to the toilet now by ur offically permission?
Your nvr reply means =d ont let me go
):

[c=13]♥alicia miracles do happen!! ♂♀ [/c=11] says:
can

YanQunnnn (: 雁晴 says:
Okays (: I'm not fainting, don't worry -.-

[c=13]♥alicia miracles do happen!! ♂♀ [/c=11] says:
go go go go miss yan qun

YanQunnnn (: 雁晴 says:
At most die only

[c=13]♥alicia miracles do happen!! ♂♀ [/c=11] says:
lols
die is more worse then faint

Jessy says:
ya lor~

YanQunnnn (: 雁晴 says:
Eh, i'm back!
LOL!
Never welcome me bacl ):

Jessy says:
welcome!

YanQunnnn (: 雁晴 says:
(: Thanks!
LOl!

[c=13]♥alicia miracles do happen!! ♂♀ [/c=11] says:
lols

YanQunnnn (: 雁晴 says:
Alicia, audi patch finish alr?
I wana play =x
Jessy says:
i also wan
but i cant
sad

YanQunnnn (: 雁晴 says:
-.-''
Create account ?
Go download audi la!!!
THen we play together .

Jessy says:
download le
but cant
dunno y

YanQunnnn (: 雁晴 says:
HMMMMMMMM

Jessy says:
i got acc
lvl 6

YanQunnnn (: 雁晴 says:
I lvl 2 only leh
-.-'
I got one is lvl 12 de

Jessy says:
coz i got go alvin hse play

YanQunnnn (: 雁晴 says:
Forgotten password.

Jessy says:
ohh

[c=13]♥alicia miracles do happen!! ♂♀ [/c=11] says:
lols

YanQunnnn (: 雁晴 says:
ALICIA
Wana play ?
Can alr sia!
But jessy can't ):
CRYYYYYYYYYY
CHINJIE sign in -.-''

Jessy says:
i know
i ask de
coz i wan know when he loggin off

[c=13]♥alicia miracles do happen!! ♂♀ [/c=11] says:
lols

YanQunnnn (: 雁晴 says:
ALICIA
O.o
Wana play audiii??????????????????????
ALICIA
ALICIA
ALICIA!!

[c=13]♥alicia miracles do happen!! ♂♀ [/c=11] says:
my audi stil cant open

YanQunnnn (: 雁晴 says:
Sian
THen i go play yi xia (: Later i alt tab reply you all (:

[c=13]♥alicia miracles do happen!! ♂♀ [/c=11] says:
kk

That's it.

2009-09-23T22:32:00.000+08:00

See my brother so shy. Hahas!

So siian today, got English Oral. Only get 16/28. Same as CJ. Hahas. Lionel also. But whatever.. After oral waited for CJ, hahas make laugh during the oral. Funny.. Darrell also. After that, went to carpark to smoke half a stick then wait for my mum to come fetch me to AMK HQ. The officer damn guailan lors. Super guailan. So fucked up inside.

After that, we went to take bus, then me and my mum quarrel at the bus stop. She also damn fucking lame lor. Pissed off by her. So took 72 home. She went to Hougang Mall to buy dinner for my sister they all. So went home alone. I didn't have dinner, just some tibits and that's it. I'm full. So weird huh?

Showered, sms Alicia to ask her cheer up, help my uncle cut nails, he got so many things to say like here never cut properly or what. So annoying. Then CJ called, he ask me help him Plurk. So i on room's computer, sms Alicia then she online, so chat online and now i'm going to sleep soon so i come blog to see who got tag me.

To YanQun: Cause he love me more. Hahas!

To CJ: I think i'm pretty cute too. Abit BHB uh? Hahas.

Lastly to Alicia!

CHEER UP! OKAYS! I WILL

ALWAYS BE BY YOUR SIDE!

YOUR NUMBER 2

BOYFRIEND! HAHAS!

ILOVEYOU!

2009-09-21T21:58:00.000+08:00

Cute cousin? Pretty me? Hahas.

Today, went to CJ's house. Was supposed to go AMK but didn't because i need to reach home by 6.30. So fucked up lor. My aunt they all so what. So CJ don't want go. So stayed at his house. KM wanted to come but CJ bluff him say i 3.30 need go home. (PS: KM, he also say you come is for cigg.) Bad right? Then whatever lor, don't bother to tell KM also. Ps hor KM. So he use computer, i was watching television inside his room. I was suppose to leave his house at 6 when i was about to leave, i said that i had a bad life having this kind of bf. Then he ask me wait for him so that he can send me to bus stop. So i waited till 6.30. But okay lah, because raining mah, so got excuse even though it wasn't heavy. Reached home at 7, called my aunt, eat dinner, use computer till 9 then shower. When i was about to, CJ called ask me whether i going find him tomorrow, i say yes then he say he going sleep le. So early confirm is bluff de. Haha..

Nothing much le.. Hahas.. Good night! Love you guys lots!

2009-09-18T19:44:00.000+08:00

Didn't post for quite long. No time and lazy. Haha.. Today went to CJ's house, slack.. Nothing much la..

Ps.. Such short post.

2009-09-12T22:52:00.000+08:00

The language of friendship is not words but meanings.

Morning, woke up at 8.30. On computer, went downstairs to help my grandma buy things and she went out. So i had tuition from 9.30 to 11.30. It was suppose to start at 9 but he came ;ate. While waiting for him, i nearly fell asleep. I was so tired lor.

After tuition, use computer again. Eat lunch. Around 1, my aunt called and ask me go downstairs to eat with them. So went, i didn't eat because i ate already. Then went home.

Went to AMK Blk 158 for dinner. When the show show about Zhi Char. It wasn't that nice and we waited for quite some time. Not going there to eat again. It's just a waste of time and money.

Shall end here. Buaiis..

So sick of love songs..

2009-09-12T00:26:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, was supposed to go AMK to meet friends. But due to delay by Kah Ming, we never go. Kah Ming, we not blaming you. Okay? Hahas. So slacked at his house from 9.45 til 7.45 like that. Dun remember. Was so siian lor. Afternoon ordered mac to eat.. Was so full lor.. Ate Mega Mac. Hahas. Love it! So at 7.45, went to RP's NTUC to buy cup noodle. CJ pay de cause i no money. Hahas. Ate then slacked at 123e. At 9, went home. Reached home at 9.30.

Today, went to look for CJ in the morning again. Called his house, never answer. Spam around 20 calls still haven't wake up. Sms him also no usr. Sad lor. Leave the disc that he wanted to borrow in his house cause the wooden door can open. So leave it there then leave a note ask him to call me when he wake up. Then i went to the top floor to wait for him wake up. Maybe waited half an hour, not sure, he called. Went to his house, smoked, shower, cause i was sweating like hell. Then went to his sister's room to watch Fated To Love You. I was supposed to go Alvin's house to study, went there late and got nagged by Alvin. He so uncle lor.. Hahas. Cause he always say me auntie. But didn't study at all. -.-" Anyway, enjoyed over there. Always love to slacked with him. ALVIN, I LOVE YOU! Hahas. (: BABY, I LOVE YOU TOO. Okay? Don't jealous hor. Hahas.

Yay! Can go out tomorow! (:

2009-09-09T19:07:00.000+08:00

Yesterday stay at home rot.. So nothing much to say.

Today, Wake up at 7.30. Called Darrell, met him, went to RP, buy cigg. Then off to CJ's house. Darrell was too bored so arund 10 he went to LAN. So, CJ asked permission to play and i agreed. So i go to sleep. He wanted to take my cigg so was awakened by him. So when he play comp i go disturb him and then got scolded by him. I was gan dulan lor then went to his room to take comic read and i just started reading, his game end. He talk to me and i ignore him then he ask me don't treat him like that leh.. Who started treating me like this first? So treated him like i always do.. Around 1, went to look for Alvin because he keep forgetting to lend me his IPOD. Smoked a stick before going his house, slacked, talked play cards. Before going home took a stick again. Reached home at 4. Eat dinner, had tuition, after tuition, went down to take a stick again then go buy ice-cream then go home. Talked on the phone with CJ then hanged. Now on the phone again.

Ohh ya, tomorrow so hapy can go out till 9! Yay! (:

To Yan Qun:

I saw the message that you sent to Alvin. But there's nothing i can say because my Aunt also think that me and Alvin very match. About CJ de i also know le. All i can say is that my ren mai du hen hao lor. Hahas.

Miss the old days slacking with you guys..

2009-09-08T13:29:00.000+08:00

Lazy to post last few days and my uncle they all came so can't post also..

Saturday, rotted at home. So siian lor.. Haix.. Can't really remember what happened. But at night, my uncle and aunt came. The one that stay at Tampines and the one that took my bag away. They came to look for my grandma to give her don;t know what thing and then talk to me. Had quite a long talk with my aunt and then my uncle's turn. I prefer talking to my aunt lor. At least, she understand which my uncle don't. Hahas. They acutally wanted to go CJ's house to return him his PSP but i said that he is not at home. Then they say too bad lor, wanted to return him then he not at home. So they asked me i'm not going out right? Which i wanted to ask am i allowed to. But i said that i got remedial on Monday. Then they return me my bag lor. Lame right? After a while they went home.

Sunday, woke up at 10 plus? Can't remember. Then called CJ because they say they want come look for me de. He asked me to call KM, called, didn't answer. Alot of thing happened then Seng Lit IM me. He ask me go out slack but i can't so i ask him come my house. Anyway, he managed to called KM he say he meet KM first but Seng Lit took the wrong bus so he came alone. He reached around 3 pus, i guess. Then we played DJMax a while and i keep losing. He so pro lor. Then my sister called to ask me go find my mum cause my mum said so because she working at CP. Went to CP with Seng Lit. But before i leave, i called my grandma to tell her where i go. Then my aunt, the one who stay at Pasir Ris, don't know go KPO what sai lor! I hate her! My plan was to go CP and use CJ's wallet de excuse to go slack a while then she say, she want come pick me at CP. Fuck lor. So changed plan. Asked KM and CJ come my house downstairs, when i reached home then call them. Anyway, lied to my aunt that Seng Lit live opposite us only. So reached home, called CJ and KM. Waited for them for a very long time, i scared Seng Lit alone very bored so ask him up again. Then my aunt stayed for dinner after dinner she went home. After she went, they reaached. So went down, asked them for a stick and they say don't have. I don't believe touched KM's pocket and found it. I was so desperate for it lor. So slacked til 9 plus then go home. When i was out, i think my father went crazy. Ohh ya.. One thing, MY FATHER BOUGHT A PROSTITUDE HOME! SHE WAS IN THE BED NAKED AND I SAW A CONDOM PACKET! I CAN'T BELIEVE MY FATHER WILL DO THIS KIND OF THINGS LOR! And they haven't divorce lor. Haix.. Nothing to say..

Monday, morning was pissed off by that OCJ again! He say he don't want go school for CRT then he ask me go find him for what? But in the end he went. Always want make me angry de lor. After CRT, wen Mac to eat with Edmond, Kah Ming, Darrell, Say Wu and CJ. After eating, went to block 123e to take a few sticks then CJ and Darrell came to my house. Darrell left at 3.15. Around 5 Kah Ming reach my house. Then at 5.30 went down slacked till 8 plus. Eat diner then shower then play PSP then sleep le.

That's all.. I go cook noodle eat le.. Buaiis..

Gonna Miss You All!

2009-09-04T16:48:00.000+08:00

Today, skipped school because CJ don't have uniform. I don't want to go school alone, so skipped. We went to his block top floor slacked there till 9.40 like that then go his house. So when i was about to cook noodle to eat, his sister came to knock on the door. I told CJ that my shoe is outside he say she won't notice but she did. So, cooked noodle, ate, when to his rom to lie down, fell asleep. Suddenly wake up abecause he came in. So slacked a while more, my mother came to knock his house door.He walk into the room and tell me that my mother outside i thought he was joking but it's real. So, went home. My uncle came to pick. Reached home, tio gan by uncle but whatever. So, when he left, i called CJ mu mum hang up. I was pissed off and shouted back at her. Then she slapped me so i fight back. She wanted to use the hanger to hit me so i snatched away the hanger from her. By the way, there's nothing much to say anymore. They will send me somewhere which i don't know where. But one thing, before they do it, all this will end first and i swear they will regret it. THEY WILL!

So siian at home nothing to do. Haix..

One more thing, i won't be going to school anymore cause my uncle took my school uniform and my keys. So i can't go out.

Alvin, sorry arh.. This holiday plan de things all gone le. Sorry.

LOVE MY GRANDMA LOTS!

2009-09-03T18:44:00.000+08:00

Nothing much happen today in school. Morning, actually i was pissed off with that OCJ! But i don't know why i won't be angry with him for too long.

After school, went to carpark first cause Say Wu and Darell went sparring. Not nice de lor. When they spar, Darrell keep hitting and Say Wu keep defending. LAME LOR! Waste the cigg. Haix.. Met Kah Ming, went FairPrice to steal some things. Hahas! Then go CJ's house downstairs. Because Kah Ming was waiting for his baby. So we accompany him lor. Then met and me, Darrell and Say Wu went up to CJ's house. Ate cup noodle cause no money. So pathetic right? Say Wu and Darrell left first then i left at 5. When i was about to leave, he went to pang sai, was like so WTH! But nevermind lah. Anyway, i managed to go out is because i ask my grandma help me tell lies. Love her lots!

So reached home at 5.30 then went to YanQun's blog and saw this joke:

Before marriage

John: Ah.. At last, I can hardly wait!
Jane: Do you want me to leave?
John: No! Don't even think about it!
Jane: Do you love me?
John: Of course! Always and forever will!
Jane: Have you ever cheat on me?
John: No! Why are you even asking?
Jane: Will you kiss me?
John: Every chance i get!
Jane: Will you hit me?
John: Hell no! Are you crazy or mad?
Jane: Can i trust you?
John: Yes.
Jane: Darling!

After marriage
Read it from bottom to top.

Anyway, i agree with this joke lor. Lols. Abit true.
Baby, you will like that treat me mah?

SOOOO SIIANNNNN!! Nothing to do siia! Haix.. I go sms my baby le.

Had lots of fun!

2009-09-02T22:28:00.000+08:00

Tuesday, I WENT OUT! SO HAPPY! Actually was suppose to meet Alvin first but he sleeping. So I lazy to wait then i go find my baby first. I put make up then he like chua sai like that lor. Siian half. Then went RP's toilet to wash off. But before that, we went to FairPrice to buy deoderant. Don't know how to spell. Then i steal Halls, which i was thinking to pay. Hahas.. but whatever. Then went to 7-11 to buy cup noodle eat, play dai di. Then met Darrell, Alvin. After a while, went to KFC to eat and saw Zanna, Zanna's boyfriend, Qin Yu, Wei Liang, Joshua, Edmond and Kah Ming. That IDIOT JOSHUA KEEP SAYING I FISHBALL LOR! PISSED OFF! Kah Ming and Wei Liang left first cause went to meet Rachel. Then Alvin suddenly remember that his cigg is at 15th floor. Hahas. So went to take and also wish to shuai diao Joshua cause he very annoying. Alot of funny things happened lazy write. Hahas.

So today, I GET MY NEW NUMBER! HAPPY! But in school something happened. Don't wish to mention too. Baby, Jillian, Kah Ming, Darrell, Edmond and Alvin came to my house. Jillian left around 3.30 to her friends house. Then Darrell and Edmond left at 6. Siian half cause got tuition. But really thank my tuition teacher cause he buy cigg for me! LOVE HIM LOTS! But still love my baby more. Hahas... At 8, when down slack till almost 10.

My brother nagging le. That's all. I want go sms my baby le!

MISS GOING OUT!!

2009-08-31T21:58:00.000+08:00

Sunday, went to meet CJ and KM at 7 plus? Don't exactly remember. Sian half... Then 8 plus go home le. Actually was suppose to slack at my house downstairs but CJ's mum suddenly don't let him out. Don't know why. In the end came out also. -.-" So, went to Seng Kang to find him, which i wasn't suppose to. See i love you so much! Hahas! See you for awhile also happy. (: Reach home at 9, luckily never tio gan.

Today, again sacrifice. Skipped school to accompany him go AMK to go back his primary school to find his teacher which didn't met cause only can go in after 2. Waste my time but still what can i say cause i choose de. (: Alot of things happen which i lazy to mention so cut short. So went to meet Darrell first at Rui Zhi's house then Edmond then we throw water bomb at him. When we was about to leave, a auntie came and ask why the floor is wet i said somebody showered here. Hahas. Then Darrell, CJ and Kah Ming come my house. Guess what they did? THEY WATCH PORN AT MY HOUSE! Darrell almost vomited cause ate too full. Hahas.. Then Darrell want to gum Kah Ming's LJ. Fucking funny lor. Hahas.. So, Darrell left at 6, Kah Ming and CJ left at 8.30. Met Kumar too.. Slack awhile then he leave le cause he going meet Shermin. Maybe getting a new number, will tell you guys. Don't worry. Hahas! (:

I now going talk on the with my baby le. Buaiis! (:

It's fucking bored at home!

2009-08-29T22:30:00.000+08:00

Today, i stay at home the whole day lor! What the fuck! Because i was too bored, i find Serene pei me. Actually Kah Ming and CJ was like 'supposed' to come find me. But they didn't cause it's too late. Guess what they are doing right now.. They are slacking at CJ's house downstairs. I just cried straight away when i knew it lor. So fucked up! But can't blame them cause i'm grounded. ARH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHY CAN'T I GO OUT!?!?!?!?!?! WHY!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!? Sian siia stay at home whole day online! Dennis still say it's hard to see me online the whole day. I was like yeah quite true cause normally i will go out on the weekend to slack. I can slack until few weeks never online lor, then my mail box will be flooded.

Right now, i'm trying to cheer myself up.. ): Can someone entertain me?
Haix.. Nobody.. Sad.. ):

Grounded again! ):

2009-08-28T22:34:00.000+08:00

Haix.. I'm grounded again. Pathetic? Yeah, i think so.

Monday, i just went out and reach home at 7? I don't remember but i know it's not later than 7.30. Anyway, i'm just grounded again.

Tuesday, i reach home at 9.30. Cause i went to Cj's house. But ,my uncle knew it. But he's so fucking lame lor. That's all i can say. One thing, WHY CAN'T I EVEN STAY AT MY FRIEND'S HOUSE? He knows that i'm not happy staying at home and they want ground me. Seriously, i don't mind them sending me to girls home.

Okay, so Wednesday is me and CJ's de 3rd month. Although, i knew i was grounded, i still went out to accompany him CAUSE IT'S OUR 3RD MONTH!

Thurday, which is yesterday, CJ, Kah Ming and Darrell came to my house. CJ bought his lappy here to play. They smoke at my house lor. Then my grandma know lor. So chua sai lor. Kah Ming and Darrell was like there fucking lor! Although they were playing but it's still abit what lor. Then me and CJ was there laughing like hell. They make my room damn messy lor.

Today, they came again. I was super pissed off my that STUPID CJ LOR! He bought his lappy to my house again and play the whole day never accompany me lor! ARH!! Fucking sad. Then Kah Ming and Darrell were there fucking again. We were laughing like hell again. Hahas! (:

I think that's all for today. Buaiis..

Going to die of boredom!

2009-08-22T14:46:00.000+08:00

One whole week cannot go out is surely too much for me! Cause i always hang out till 8 or 9 at night. Sad siia! Anyway, patch with him le. Miss him lots!! One whole week cannot go his house or slack with him CAUSE I'M GROUNDED! FUCK SIIA! ARG!! FUCKING PISSED OFF! Just hope that next week got back freedom! First thing to do is slack with him till i shiok! Then slack with Jillian and Alvin. I really miss those days slacking with them and all those craps that we make that make us laugh like hell! Haha!

Right now, i'm at my uncle's house at Tampines. They ask me come cause they don't want me to go out. Even if i stay at home i also won't go out lor. But whatever. Next week i'm not coming. Maybe tell them alternate week then come. If not every week come here also nothing to do. Use computer also got time limit. Siian like fuck lor. Haix..

Sadded

2009-08-20T20:16:00.000+08:00

Okay. Today me and him break le. Is i break de. Alvin don't believe, Alicia was like damn happy, Edmond tell us don't break then Kah Ming said " I haven't start then you all end le." So i said that when he start we already have babies. Haha.. I very bad right? My mood wasn't good today because CJ's parent went to meet my uncle. So they were crapping outside and i don't know what they crap about. I was damn fucking emo and dulan there because CJ's sister, YanTing, was there guailan-ing! Fucking dulan lor! Haix.. But all end le.. So lame lor!!

I'm now super stress!

2009-08-18T15:51:00.000+08:00

I'm not currently super duper stress! All this stress is all cause by my family! I really hate them! Because of a small matter they call police!

What happen was that i went chalet at East Coast, i already told my grandma that i don't want to go home that day which she didn't allow and she called my uncle. So my uncle called me and ask me where am i. I said i willl sms him the address which i didn't cause i already say i want ton! But they still want to come fetch me! I was fcuking pissed off so i switched off my phone and the search for me at East Coast for 2 hours! Then they finally found me and i was drunk. So she slapped me and scolded JoJo. Anyway, i so sorry for causing such a big trouble there. But it's my uncle they all that cause the commotion! I was so FCUK UP lor and i gave them attitude. Now they still want to talk to CJ's father. I heard from CJ that they meeting each other on thursday. SIIAN! Me and him must also be around. Haix.. They confirm want us break de. ARH!!! Pissed off!